Slowly she half raised herself from the pillow, her right arm going out
as if to shield the tiny bit of life beside her, her great eyes staring
at the intruder; the inclination to shriek was met by the paralysis of
every faculty and she could do no more than moan once in her fear. The
eyes of the tall, gaunt man, upon whose face the fitful light of the
candle threw weird shadows, held her motionless.
"Wha--what do you want?" she finally whispered.
"Justine, don't you--don't you know me?" he asked, hoarsely, not
conscious of the question, motionless in the doorway.
"Oh, oh," she moaned, tremulously, and then her hand was stretched
toward him, wonder, uncertainty, fear in her eyes.
"I am Jud--Jud; don't you know me? Don't be frightened," he went on,
mechanically.
"It is a dream--oh, it is a dream," she whispered.
"No, no! I thought you were asleep. Don't look at me, Justine, don't
look at me! Oh God, I cannot do it--I cannot!" He fell back against
the wall. The knife clattered to the floor. Half convinced, now that
she was thoroughly awake, Justine pressed her hand to her eyes, and
then, suddenly with a glad cry, threw back the bed covers and sprang to
the floor.
"Don't come near me," he cried, drawing back. She paused in amazement.
"What is it, Jud--what is it?" she cried. "Why are you here? What has
happened?" The candle dropped from his nerveless fingers.
"Justine!" he groaned, stricken with terror in the darkness. An
instant later he felt her warm arms about him and her trembling voice
was pleading with him to tell her what had happened. He was next
conscious of lying back in the old rocker, listlessly watching her
relight the candle. It was freezing cold in the room. His lips and
cheeks were warm where she had kissed them. And he had thought to
touch her dear, loving lips only after they were cold in the death he
was bringing.
"Tell me, Jud, dear Jud," she cried, dropping to her knees beside him,
her hands clutching his shoulders. Even in the dim, uncertain light he
could see how thin and wan she had grown--he could see the suffering of
months. A muffled wail came from the bed and her face turned instantly
in that direction. His hand fell heavily upon hers.
"Whose child is that?" he demanded, harshly. She looked up into his
face with a quick, startled glance, the bewildered expression in her
eyes slowly giving way to one of pain.
"Why, Jud!" she cried, shrinking back. Her honest brown eyes searched
his face.
"Is it mine?" he asked, blind with suspicion.
"How could it be any one's but--Oh, Jud Sherrod! Do you mean
that--that--you don't think he is--my husband, do you think that of
me?" she whispered, slowly shrinking away from him.
"I--I--you did not tell me," he muttered, dazed and bewildered. "How
was I to know?"
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