Then she confessed her secret, timorously at first, then eagerly,
pleadingly. She told him of 'Gene Crawley's reformation, his kindness,
his real nobility, expecting at the outset that Jud would be angry and
displeased. But he was thinking of the future, not of the past or the
present. After a moment or two of surprise and chagrin, he accepted
her course in regard to Crawley as a natural condition, and, trusting
her implicitly, found no fault with her action. He went so far as to
credit Crawley with more manhood than he had suspected. A flood of joy
enveloped her when she saw that he was reconciled; the weight of her
only deception was lifted from her troubled heart.
Already he was thinking of the ordeal ahead of him: the return to
Celeste, the confession of his duplicity, his plea for forgiveness and
leniency, and then the life of peace and solitude with Justine and the
boy. He knew that Celeste's heart would be crushed, but it was the
only way back to the path of honor. Justine should never know of his
marriage to Celeste; that was the one thing the honest, virtuous
country girl would not forgive. He even found himself, as he always
was in emergencies, impatient to have the ordeal over, to know his
fate, to give torture to one that he might be happy with the other.
With the arms of the real wife about his neck, he trembled with the
desire to be off to the side of the deceived one, there to unmask
himself, to grovel at her feet and then to fly from the world. How he
could face Celeste he knew not, but he must do it. There seemed no way
to lighten the blow he must deal and there seemed no escape from it.
He was a bigamist, a criminal.
To leave her without an explanation would result in a tireless search,
inspired by her love; the discovery of his duplicity by the police
would mean conviction; even Celeste could not save him. Shrewdly he
brought himself to believe that, though she could not forgive him, she
would release him to avoid a scandal. He knew that he must play out to
the end his role of the coward and the supplicant and the liar.
It was only after the most persistent pleading that Justine induced him
to remain with her through the night and the day following. She
promised to keep his visit a secret, respecting his show of
humiliation, and she vouched for the silence of Mrs. Crane who slept
upstairs. And so the would-be murderer and suicide slept and dreamed
and plotted for twenty-four hours in the house of his victim, slinking
away on the night after, with her kisses on his lips, her voice in his
ears, leaving behind brave promises and the vow to come back to her and
the boy without murder in his heart.
CHAPTER XXIII.
THE TALE OF TEARS.
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