Justine Van! The girl of the meadow; the sweetheart of the old days!
The first jealousy tore at her heart and she began vaguely to
comprehend the stoop in his shoulders.
He had found the picture among some old drawings, and the sight of it
enlivened his desire for Justine. He wrote her a letter, and then
conceived the plan of writing a confession to Celeste, and slinking off
to his room to await the crash. He knew she would fly to him
and--well, it would be like defending himself against an assault. He
laughed harshly at himself as he contemplated this last exhibition of
cowardice. He wrote not only one but ten confessions, destroying one
after the other as the lingering spark of manhood flared up in
resistance to this mode of doing battle.
One night Celeste came to him in the dimly lighted studio. The trouble
in her heart revealed itself in her voice and eyes. He sat dreaming
before the little grate and started when her hands gently touched his
cheeks from behind.
"What is the matter, Jud, dear?" she asked, softly. "There is
something on your mind. Won't you confide in me? I love you, dear.
Tell me everything, Jud, and don't try to bear it alone. Don't you
think I love you enough to share the greatest pain that might come to
you?"
He tried to speak, but could only reach up and clasp her hands in his.
"Can you guess, Jud, of whom I was thinking to-day?" she went on
bravely.
"I--I can't guess," he said, with misgiving in his soul.
"I was thinking of Justine Van, that pretty girl down in the country.
Her face was as clear as if it were before me in reality. Do you know,
Jud, I shall always see her as she appeared on that day at Proctor's
Falls. She was so pretty and you were so handsome. I thought you were
sweethearts, you remember. How embarrassed you were, both of you, when
I so foolishly told you that the money I paid for the picture was to be
her wedding present. I believe I began to love you on that very day."
Her hands were still pressing his cheeks and her heart suddenly stood
still and grew icy cold when something hot and wet trickled over the
fingers. Without a word she drew away from him, and when he looked up
through the mist of tears, she was passing from the room, straight and
still.
CHAPTER XXIV.
THE NIGHT OUT.
The next morning she telephoned to Douglass Converse. In response to
her somewhat exacting request, he presented himself at the Sherrod home
in the late afternoon. Her manner had impressed him with the fear that
something had gone wrong in the little household. They were still the
best of friends and he was a frequent, informal visitor. Jud admired
him immensely--no one could help liking this tall, good-looking, boyish
fellow. In the old days Celeste had known his love for her, but after
her marriage there had been no evidence, by word or deed, that she
still lived uppermost in his affections. To Douglass Converse, she was
the wife of his best friend.
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