The crowds did not interest the new arrival; he saw the people and
novelties of a great city through dim, homesick eyes, and thought only
of the old, familiar, well-beloved fences, lanes, and pastures, and
Justine's sad face. His ambition waned. He realized that he did not
belong in this great, unkind place; he saw that he was an object of
curiosity and amusement; keenly he felt the inconsiderate stares of
passers-by, and indeed he knew that his own strangeness was an excuse
for the smiles which made him shrink with mortification. An old
gentleman stopped at the news-stand hard by and selected a magazine.
He stood beneath a dazzling arc light and turned the pages, glancing at
the pictures. Jud was attracted by the honest kindliness of his face,
and approached him. The old gentleman looked up.
"Excuse me, sir, but I am a stranger here, and I'd like to ask a
favor," said Jud. He found that his voice was hoarse.
"I have nothing for you," said the old gentleman, returning to the
magazine.
"I'm not a beggar," cried Jud, drawing back, cut to the quick.
"Don't you want enough to get a bed or something for a starving mother
to eat?" sarcastically demanded the old gentleman, taking another look
at the youth.
"I have had nothing but hard words since I came into this depot, and
God knows I've tried to be respectful. What am I that every one should
treat me like a dog? Do I look like a beggar or a thief? I know I
look just what I am, a country boy, but that oughtn't to turn people
against me." Jud uttered these words in a voice trembling with pent-up
anger and the tears of a long-tried indignation. Suddenly his eyes
flashed and he blurted forth the real fierceness of his feelings in a
savage, and, for him, unusual display of resentment: "For two cents I'd
tell the whole crowd to go to hell!"
It was this intense and startling expression that convinced the
stranger of Jud's genuineness. There was no mistaking the sincerity of
that wrath.
"My boy, you shouldn't say that. This is a big and busy city, and you
must get used to the ways of it. I see you are a good, honest lad, and
I beg pardon for my unkind words. Now, tell me, what can I do for you?
My train leaves in ten minutes, so we have no time to spare. Tell me
what you are doing here."
Jud's heart leaped at the sound of these, the first kindly tones he had
heard, and he poured forth the disjointed story of his ambitions, not
once thinking that the stranger could have no personal interest in
them. But he had won an attentive listener.
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