"My nights were years, Justine. My days were short; it was in the
nights that I had time to think, and then I felt I should go wild with
homesickness. You will never know how often I was tempted to get up
out of bed and come back to you. It can't be long, it must not, till I
can have you up there with me. I can't go through many such months as
the last one; I'd die, Justine, honest I would."
"It won't be long, I know. You are getting on so nicely and you'll be
able soon to take me with you. Maybe this winter?" She asked the
question eagerly, dubiously.
"This winter? Good heavens, if I can't have you up there this winter,
what's the use of trying to do anything? I want you right away, but I
know I can't do it for a month or two----"
"Don't hope too strongly, dear. You must not count on it. I don't
believe you can do it so soon--no, not for six months," she said, again
the loving adviser.
"You don't know me," he cried. "I can do it!"
"I hope you can, Jud, but--but, I am afraid----"
"Afraid? Don't you believe in me?"
"Don't say that, please. I am afraid you won't be ready to have me up
there as a--a----"
"A what, sweetheart?"
"A very heavy burden."
"Burden! Justine, you will lift the greatest burden I will have to
carry--my spirits. I need you, and I'll have you if I starve myself."
"When you are ready, Jud, I'll go with you. You can tell when the time
comes. I'll starve with you, if needs be."
That night they received callers in the fire-lit front room. The whole
community knew that he was at home, and everybody came to sate
legitimate curiosity. Some talked, others joked, a few stared; until
at length the township was satisfied and hurried home to bed. For days
the people talked of the change they had observed in Jud--not so much
in respect to his clothes as to his advanced ideas. "Aleck" Cranby was
authority for the statement that Sherrod was engaged in "drawin'
picters fer a dictionary. Thet's how he knows so all-fired much."
The young artist's brief stay at home was the most blissful period in
his life and in hers. They were separated only for moments. When the
time came for him to go away he went with a cheerier heart and he left
a happier one behind. In their last kiss there was the promise that he
would return in a month, and there was, back of all, the conviction
that she would go with him to Chicago within six months. On the train,
however, he allowed gloomy thoughts to drive away the optimism that
contact with Justine had inspired. He realized that every dollar he
possessed in the world was in his pocket, and he had just six dollars
and thirty cents. At such a rate, how much could he accumulate in six
short months?
Back on the little farm there was a level-headed thinker who was
counting on a year instead of six months, and who was racking her
brains for means with which to help him in the struggle. One good crop
would be a godsend.
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