The Shield of LoveFarjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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The Shield of Love
Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
English fiction -- 19th century
"It was the only way to muzzle her," he replied. "If she had done what
she threatened it would have ruined all."
"She would never have dared," said Mrs. Fox-Cordery.
"She would have dared, egged on by that scoundrel Dixon, and by her
love for him."
"Love!" muttered Mrs. Fox-Cordery, contemptuously.
"Or what she fancies is love; but I think she really loves the man,
and I know what love will dare."
"For Heaven's sake," exclaimed Mrs. Fox-Cordery, "don't institute
comparisons between you and her! She is not fit to black your shoes."
"She has polished them often enough," he remarked grimly; "but that is
coming to an end now. A good job; I'm sick of the sight of her; I'm
sick of myself; I'm sick of everything, and everybody."
"Not everybody, my love," she said, placing her hand on his shoulder
fondly.
He shook her off, and she did not murmur. They resembled each other
most wonderfully, but there was a marked difference in the quality of
their affection. She--cold, hard, and ungenerous to all but him--was
nobler than he, for she was ready and willing to sacrifice herself for
him. It had been so from his birth, and her love had grown into a
passion which nothing could affect, not even ingratitude and
indifference from the son she adored. In her eyes he was a paragon;
his vices were virtues, his meanness commendable, his trickery the
proof of an ingenious mind. He could do no wrong. Quick to discover
the least sign of turpitude in others, she discerned none in him; she
was morally blind to his defects, and the last thing she would have
believed him capable of was the Judas kiss.
Far different was it with him. He was conscious of all his mother's
faults, and he excused her for none. His absorbing vanity so clouded
his mind that it was only the baser qualities of those with whom he
was associated that forced themselves upon his attention, and these
being immediately accepted the door was closed upon the least
attribute which rendered them worthy of respect and esteem. His
chronic suspicion of his fellow-creatures did not spring from his
intellect, but from those lower conditions of the affections in which
the basest qualities of mankind occupy the prominent places.
Theophrastus says that the suspicious man imputes a fraudulent
intention to everyone with whom he has to do, and this was the case
with Mr. Fox-Cordery, who viewed his mother--the one being in the
world who, though he stood universally condemned and execrated,
would have shed the last drop of her blood in his defense and
vindication--in the same light as he viewed those who were as ready to
spurn him in the day of his prosperity as in the day of his downfall,
should such a day ever dawn upon him.
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