She arose, stepped half-way to the door, but came back and flung
herself again upon the couch. No; she could not... this was the second
time to-day... she could not face the torture again.
Yet... if George _had_ lied!
She sat up; sat up with both hands pressed to her ears to shut out a
sudden voice clamouring through them--
“_And why not? A son’s a son--curse you!--though he was your man!_”
CHAPTER XXVIII.
A L’OUTRANCE.
Lizzie Pezzack had put Joey to bed and was smoothing his coverlet when
she heard someone knocking. She passed out into the front room and
opened to the visitor.
On the doorstep stood a lady in deep black--Honoria. Beyond the garden
wall the lamps of her carriage blazed in the late twilight. The turf
had muffled the sound of wheels, but now the jingle of shaken bits came
loud through the open door.
“Ah!” said Lizzie, drawing her breath back through her teeth.
“I must speak to you, please. May I come in? I have a question...”
Lizzie turned her back, struck a match, and lit a candle. “What
question?” she asked with her back turned, her eyes on the flame as it
sank, warming the tallow, and grew bright again.
“It’s... it’s a question,” Honoria began weakly; then shut the door
behind her and advanced into the room. “Turn round and look at me. Ah,
you hate me, I know!”
“Yes,” Lizzie assented slowly, “I hate you.”
“But you must answer me. You see, it isn’t for me alone ... it’s not a
question of our hating, in a way... it concerns others....”
“Yes?”
“But it’s cowardly of me to put it so, because it concerns me too. You
don’t know--”
“Maybe I do.”
“But if you did--” Honoria broke off and then plunged forward
desperately. “That child of yours--his father--alone here--by
ourselves.... Think before you refuse!”
Lizzie set down the candle and eyed her.
“And _you_,” she answered at length, dragging out each word-- “_you_
can come here and ask me that question?”
For a moment silence fell between them, and each could hear the other’s
breathing. Then Honoria drew herself up and faced her honestly, casting
out both hands.
“Yes; I _had_ to.”
“_You!_ a lady!”
“Ah, but be honest with me! Lady or not, what has that to do with it?
We are two women--that’s where it all started, and we’re kept to that.”
Lizzie bent her brows. “Yes, you are right,” she admitted.
“And,” Honoria pursued eagerly, “if I come here to sue you for the
truth--it is you who force me.”
“I?”
“By what you said that night, when George--when my husband--was
drowned; when you cursed me. ‘A son’s a son,’ you said, ‘though he was
your man.’”
“Did I say that?” Lizzie seemed to muse over the words. “You have
suffered?” she asked.
“Yes, I have suffered.”
“Ah, if I thought so! ... But you have not. You are a hypocrite, Mrs.
Vyell; and you are trying to cheat me now. You come here not to end
_that_ suffering, but to force a word from me that’ll put joy and hope
into you; that you’ll go home hugging to your heart. Oh, I know you!”
“You do not.”
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