“I do; because I know myself. From a child I’ve been dirt to your
pride, an item to your money. For years I’ve lived a shamed woman. But
one thing I bought with it--one little thing. Think the price high for
it--I dessay it is; but I bought and paid for it--and often when I turn
it over in my mind I don’t count the price too dear.”
“I don’t understand.”
“You may, if you try. What I bought was the power over you, my proud
lady. While I keep tight lips I have you at the end of a chain. You
come here to-night to break it; one little word and you’ll be free and
glad. But no, and no, and no! You may guess till you’re tired--you may
be sure in your heart; but it’s all no good without that little word
you’ll never get from me.”
“You _shall_ speak!”
Lizzie shrugged her shoulders and picked up the candle.
“Simme,” she said, “you’d best go back to your carriage and horses. My
li’l boy’s in the next room, tryin’ to sleep; and ’tisn’ fit he heard
much of this.”
She passed resolutely into the bedroom, leaving her visitor to
darkness. But Honoria, desperate now, pushed after her, scarcely
knowing what she did or meant to do.
“You _shall_ speak!”
The house-door opened and light footsteps came running through the
outer room. It was little George, and he pulled at her skirts.
“Mummy, the horses are taking cold!”
But Honoria still advanced. “You _shall_ speak!”
Joey, catching sight of her from the bed, screamed and hid his face. To
him she was a thing of horror. From the night when, thrust beneath her
eyes, he had cowered by her carriage-step, she had haunted his worst
dreams. And now, black-robed and terrible of face, she had come to lay
hands on him and carry him straight to hell.
“Mother! Take her away! take her away!”
His screams rang through the room. “Hush, dear!” cried Lizzie, running
to him; and laid a hand on his shoulder.
But the child, far too terrified to know whose hand it was, flung
himself from her with a wilder scream than any; flung himself all but
free of the bed-clothes. As Lizzie caught and tried to hold him the
thin night-shirt ripped in her fingers, laying bare the small back from
shoulder to buttock.
They were woman to woman now; cast back into savagery and blindly
groping for its primitive weapons. Honoria crossed the floor not
knowing what she meant to do, or might do. Lizzie sprang to defence
against she knew not what. But when her enemy advanced, towering,
with a healthy boy dragging at her skirts, she did the one thing she
could--turned with a swift cry back upon her own crippled child and
caught at the bed-clothes to cover and hide his naked deformity.
While she crouched and shielded him, silence fell on the room. She had
half expected Honoria to strike her; but no blow came, nor any sound.
By-and-by she looked up. Honoria had come to a standstill, with rigid
eyes. They were fastened on the bed. Then Lizzie understood.
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