She had made up her mind. She was resolute now and yet she was
frightened. In a little while the roar of the river smote her ears and
it seemed at once to call to her and jeer at her. She fancied that it
was like Hume's voice, mocking her. She remembered just how the banks
fell straight down to the whirlpools; she remembered again the splash
of the falling snow when she had come so close to her death. The very
feeling that had gripped her then, like ice against the beatings of her
heart, gripped her now. She was as one in a nightmare, drawn on,
rushing on to the peril from which she shrank.
She lost sight of Hume and the rest as she left the straight, cleared
roadway and the trees came between her and them.
"They're all the same," Sledge Hume was laughing as he turned and
waited a moment for MacKelvey to come up with him. "I never saw a
woman yet who wasn't willing to tackle the impossible in a flash and
then go to pieces with hysterics in the middle of the job."
On, gathering speed with the flinging of each yard behind her, her
polished skis singing as they leaped downward, hardly seeming to touch
the brittle crust of snow underfoot, standing erect that she might see
far ahead and turn in time for a mound that spoke of a boulder, Wanda
was rushing on toward the river. Its shouting voices, like the voices
of many giant things In brutal laughter, swelled and thundered ever
more distinct, ever more jeering. It seemed to her that there were ten
thousand Sledge Humes taunting her, sneering at the blind recklessness
of a mere woman. She knew that the blood had crept out of her face and
that she was afraid. And she knew that there is one thing in the
world, God-created, that is greater, stronger than fear.
"I have leaped distances greater than that before," she told herself
stubbornly.
"With certain death dragging at you if you missed?" the rude laughter
of the river through its rocky way taunted her.
Her skis were running slowly again; she had come to the level land once
more. She must make a little turn to avoid the thick grove through
which she had gone slowly last year after the rabbit. She must turn
upstream a little too. There were ten minutes of driving one ski after
the other, then the steep climb of another ridge, the last ridge lying
between her and the river. She climbed it swiftly, stubbornly and
unhesitatingly.
"If Wayne were coming to me would he hesitate?" she asked herself
angrily. "Because I am not a man am I a coward? Shall I fail him the
first time in our lives that he has need of me? Is a woman like that a
fit thing to be a strong man's wife?"
At the top of this last climb she paused. She was not afraid now. The
colour had come back into her face, her blood was running steadily.
She might be going to her death. Was death then so great a thing? Was
it as great as her love?
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