"If I were afraid now," she told herself quietly, "I should know that I
do not love Wayne as other women have loved other men. Then I should
not deserve to live to love him weakly."
From here she could not see MacKelvey, Hume and the others. She knew
that by this time they would have crossed the bridge. Then she tried
not to think of them. Briefly she studied the steep sloping sweep of
the snow, trying to mark the way she must go. She found the spot the
rabbit had chosen, the narrowest place with the far bank three or four
feet lower than the near bank. Frowningly seeking the detail of a
sheet of glaring white which seemed without mound or hollow but which
she knew was full of uneven ridges and sinks, she made out at last such
a ridge lying parallel to the river's edge and close to it. A log had
fallen there; she remembered having seen it in the summer. With the
little hollow this side, with the short upward slope that would give
her a natural take-off, she would make it help her.
She would strike this low up-sloping mound in a moment when she swept
down upon it from the crest of the ridge upon which she now stood; she
would take the tiny dip in a fraction of a second too brief to have a
name; she would rise, leaping as she rose--
The supreme moment came.
She loosened the band about her waist, breathing deeply. She bent her
slender body this way and that, straightening up, stooping, twisting
from side to side. She felt that every individual muscle must be made
ready, keyed up to the work that was to be done in a flying moment.
She must be steady, she must be sure. Not a fibre of her being must
weaken or tremble or be uncertain.
"Dear God," she whispered, "make me strong and worthy and unafraid."
Then she lifted her hands a little, holding them out from her sides,
her fingers outstretched, her arms taking the place of the pole she had
tossed away. Her skis clung to the snow. She slipped the right foot
back and forth, making sure that it had gathered none of the feathery
stuff that lay just under the thin crust. When it ran smoothly she
tested the left ski. And then slowly she stooped forward, her hands
still out. She felt a little stir, knew that she was moving, just
barely moving. She stooped further forward now, quickly. The shifting
of her weight had its instantaneous effect. The slow, scarcely
perceptible moving was changed into a smooth glide that grew in a yard
to a swiftly accelerating speed. Then she straightened up, balancing
with taut muscles, rushing downward.
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