Historical fiction; Railroads -- History -- Fiction
But all the while there was growing in Ethel's mind an intuition that
something was wrong. She had not an analytical mind, but she became
convinced that though she might learn to understand Jim, he could never
understand her. It was not only that she was the first woman who had
come into his life, though that had much to do with it. But he was a man
without much instinct or imagination; he took everything seriously and
literally, he could not understand a whim. And when she saw how her
pretty feminine inconsistencies puzzled him, and how he failed to
understand the whimsical, butterfly fancies she confided to him, she
would cry with vexation, and think she hated him; but then the knightly
devotion of his big heart would win her back again, and her tears would
cease to burn her cheeks, and she would tell herself how unworthy she
was of the love of a man like that. But the trouble was still there;
Ethel grew sad, and Jim, more than ever, failed to understand. The old
man watched, but said nothing.
One evening Jim took her out on the river. It was the summer of
'61, when the North was learning how bitter was the task it had to
accomplish. Kentucky was disputed ground and feeling ran high there;
little else was thought of. Jim had been talking to her for some time
on this all-absorbing topic while she sat silent in the stern, her hand
trailing in the water. Finally he asked why she was so quiet.
“I think this war is very stupid,” she said. “Let's talk about”--here
she paused and her eyes followed the big night boat which was churning
its way down the river--“about paddle-wheels, or port lights, or
something.”
Jim said nothing; he had nothing to say. She went on:--
“Don't you think it is tiresome to always mean what you say? I hate to
tell the truth. Anybody can do that.”
“I thought,” said Jim, “that you believed in sincerity.”
“Oh, of course I do,” she exclaimed impatiently, and again Jim was
silent.
The next day he took her for a drive and it was then that the end came.
They had been having a glorious time, for the rapid motion and the
bright sunshine had driven away her mood of the night before and she was
perfectly happy; Jim was happy in her happiness. The half-broken colts
were fairly steady and he let her drive them and turned in his seat so
that he could watch her. As he looked at her there, her head erect, her
elbows squared, her bright eyes looking straight out ahead, Jim
fell deeper than ever in love with her. The colts felt a new and
unrestraining hand on the reins, and the pace increased rapidly. Jim
noted it.
“You'd better pull up a little,” he said. “They'll be getting away from
you.”
“I love to go this way,” she replied, and over the reins she told the
colts the same thing, in a language they understood. Suddenly one of
them broke, and in a second both were running.
“Pull 'em in,” said Jim, sharply. “Here--give me the reins.”
“I can hold them,” she protested wilfully.
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