Now, I may be given to harmless frivolities with men of my own age, but
I certainly have never endeavored to attract those of maturer years.
Elderly men may have admired me,--that I do not deny,--but assuredly
that has been through no fault of my own. A woman’s gowns are always an
object of attention among the sterner sex. If, therefore, she dresses
smartly, she can at once attract a certain section of males, even
though her facial expression may be the reverse of prepossessing. Truth
to tell, a woman’s natural chic, her taste in dress, and her style of
coiffure are by far the most important factors towards her well-being.
The day of the healthful, buxom pink-and-white beauty is long past. The
woman rendered artistic by soft chiffons, dainty blouses, and graceful
tea-gowns reigns in her stead.
“Old Mr. Keppel walked with me because he wanted company, I suppose,” I
protested. “I had no idea such a misconstruction would be placed upon
our conversation, Ulrica.”
“Why, my dear, everyone noticed it and remarked about it! He neglected
his guests and walked with you a whole hour in the garden. Whatever did
you find to talk about all that long time?”
“Nothing,” I responded simply. “He only took me round the place. I
don’t think he cares very much for the people he entertains, or he
wouldn’t have neglected them in that manner.”
“No. But I heard some spiteful things said about yourself,” Ulrica
remarked.
“By whom?”
“By various people. They all said that you had been angling after the
old man for a long time--that you had followed him to Nice, in fact.”
“Oh Ulrica!” I cried indignantly. “How can they say such things? Why,
you know that it was yourself who introduced us.”
“I know,” she answered rather curtly, “but I didn’t expect that you
would make such a fool of yourself as you have done to-night. Have you
already forgotten Ernest?”
“Ah!” I cried, “you have no heart. Would that I had none. Love within
me is not yet dead. Would to God it were. I might then be like you,
cold and cynical, partaking of the pleasures of the world without a
thought of its griefs. As I am, I must love. My love for that man is my
very life. Without it I should die.”
“No, no, my dear,” she said quickly in a kindly tone, “don’t cry, or
your eyes will be a horrid sight to-morrow. I didn’t mean anything, you
know,” and she drew down my head and kissed me tenderly on the brow.
I left and went to my room, but her words rang constantly in my ears.
The idea that the old millionaire had been attracted by me was a novel
one.
The whole theory was ridiculous. It had been started by some lying,
ill-natured woman for want of something else to gossip about, therefore
why should I heed it? I liked him, it was true, but I could never love
him--never.
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