Miller continued to meet the younger man’s eyes for several long seconds
in a challenging way. He said truculently, “Well, if you ain’t goin’ to
take anythin’, come on! We’ve got to be movin’. Been wastin’ enough time
as it is.”
Steel, looking squarely at the other, shook his head. “You can go along
if you want to,” he said. “I’m staying here.”
“What?” Miller stared at him.
“I’m staying here,” Steel repeated in the same tones, and Miller
laughed.
“Say, you gone crazy?” he asked.
“No,” said Steel.
“What are you gonna stay here for?”
“To do what he asked,” was Steel’s reply.
Miller snorted. “Well, you damn’ fool!” he said. “That’s all I can say
for you.”
“That’s all you have to say, Miller. Goodby. The door’s open.”
Miller went toward the entrance, the newly acquired moccasins and rifle
in his hand. He picked up the ax where he had stood it against the
door-jamb a few moments before. Turning, he said, “You needn’t think I’m
goin’ to wait for you. I can get through them damned trails alone,
without your help.”
“I hope you can,” said Steel. “I’m not asking you to wait for me. In
fact, the sooner I see that back of yours, Miller, the happier I’ll be.”
Still Miller hesitated in the doorway, as if realizing that starting on
alone would more than double the task of getting through to Fairbanks.
“Well, it’s your funeral, but you’d better think it over,” he said.
“Stay here, and you’ll be up against it.”
“Don’t worry about me, Miller. Don’t concern yourself. There’s food
enough here in the cabin to last till spring, if something else doesn’t
turn up. I’ll make out all right.”
Again Miller shrugged. “Suit yourself,” he said, and without another
word went down the drifted slope to where the sled waited. A moment
later the jingling bells of the departing team drifted back through the
still, frosty air to the young man.
* * * * *
For two days Steel worked. The frozen ground was indeed like solid
concrete. Even the pick which he had found in the shed adjoining the
rear of the cabin failed to make much impression. That six-foot-by-three
hole seemed to include the universe. His back by the end of the second
day seemed to be on fire, and the muscles of his arms and shoulders
throbbed from the ceaseless jarring of steel on unyielding ground. And
still he was only down a foot and a half. Scarcely that.
He leaned on the pick at the end of the second day, and surveyed the
pitiable results of his labor. And he was a little ashamed of himself
for thinking now that maybe he had been a fool, as Miller said. What did
it matter, he asked himself, whether a man were buried or not? Out here
in the wilderness what difference did it make? It all amounted to the
same thing. Death was a stern, inexorable thing, and graves meant
nothing.
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