But yet, a lingering doubt remained, a last suspicion. The silent voice
of the unborn superman said, _He still is not convinced._
"I'm afraid he's right," Harris murmured. "I see, and I believe--and
yet all my conditioning tells me that it's impossible. Medlins are
hateful creatures; I _know_ that, intuitively."
Beth smiled. "Would you like a guarantee of our good faith?"
"What do you mean?"
To the womb-bound godling she said, "Link us."
Before Harris had a chance to react a strange brightness flooded over
him; he seemed to be floating far above his body. With a jolt he
realized where he was.
He was looking into the mind of the Medlin who called herself Beth
Baldwin. And he saw none of the hideous things he had expected to find
in a Medlin mind.
He saw faith and honesty, and a devotion to the truth. He saw dogged
courage. He saw many things that filled him with humility.
The linkage broke.
Beth said, "Now find the mind of his leader Carver, and link him to
_that_."
"No," Harris protested. "Don't--"
It was too late.
He sensed the smell of Darruu wine, and the prickly texture of thuuar
spines, and then the superficial memories parted to give him a
moment's insight into the deeper mind of the Darruui who wore the name
of John Carver.
It was a frightening pit of foul hatreds. Shivering, Harris staggered
backward, realizing that the Earther had allowed him only a fraction of
a second's entry into that mind.
He covered his face with his hands.
"Are--we all like that?" he asked. "Am I?"
"No. Not--deep down," Beth said. "You've got the outer layer of hatred
that every Darruui has--and every Medlin. But your core is good. Carver
is rotten. So are the other Darruui here."
"Our races have fought for centuries," Coburn said. "A mistake on both
sides that has hardened into blood-hatred. The time has come to end it."
"How about those Darruui outside?"
"They must die," Beth said.
Harris was silent a moment. The five who waited for him were Servants
of the Spirit, like himself; members of the highest caste of Darruui
civilization, presumably the noblest of all creation's beings. To kill
one was to set himself apart from Darruu for ever.
"My--conditioning lies deep," he said. "If I strike a blow against
them, I could never return to my native planet."
"Do you _want_ to return?" Beth asked. "Your future lies here. With us."
Harris considered that. After a long moment he nodded. "Very well. Give
me back the gun. I'll handle the five Darruui outside."
Coburn handed him the disruptor he had dropped. Harris grasped the
butt of the weapon, smiled, and said, "I could kill some of you now,
couldn't I? It would take at least a fraction of a second to stop me. I
could pull the trigger once."
"You won't," Beth said.
He stared at her. "You're right."
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