The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)Sand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
"Oh! I know very well what you have read and learned, Emile! I should
have found it out from your letters even if I had not learned
it from my correspondent; and I tell you that all this fine
philosophico-metaphysico-politico-economical learning is of all things
the vainest, the falsest, the most chimerical and the most ridiculous,
not to say the most dangerous, for a young man. It has gone so far that
your last letters would have made me roar with laughter as a judge, if I
had not felt a mortal disappointment as a father; and it was precisely
because I saw that you had mounted a new hobby-horse and were about to
take your flight through space once more that I resolved to summon you
here, perhaps for a time only, perhaps for good, if I do not succeed in
restoring you to your senses."
"Your sarcasm and your contempt are very cruel, father, and grieve my
heart more than they wound my self-esteem. That I am not in full accord
with you is possible. I am prepared to hear you deny all my beliefs; but
that you should repulse me with ironical jeers, when, for the first time
in my life, I feel a longing and have the courage to pour all my
thoughts and all my emotions into your bosom--that is a very bitter
thing to me, and does me more harm than you think."
"There is more pride than you think in this puerile gentleness. Am I not
your father, your best friend? Should I not force you to hear the truth
when you are deceiving yourself and lead you back when you go astray?
Come! a truce to vanity between us! I think more of your intelligence
than you do yourself, for I do not propose to allow it to degenerate by
feeding on unhealthy food. Listen to me, Emile! I know very well that it
is the fashion among the young men of to-day to pose as legislators, to
philosophize on every subject, to reform institutions that will last
much longer than they will, and to invent religions and social
systems--a new morality. The imagination delights in these chimeras, and
they are very innocent when they don't last too long. But we must leave
it all on the benches at school, and learn to know and understand
society before destroying it. We soon discover that it is far superior
to us, and that the wisest course is to submit to it, with shrewd
tolerance. You are too big a boy now to waste your desires and
reflections on a subject that has no bottom. I wish you to become
interested in real, positive life; to study the meaning and application
of the laws by which we are governed, instead of exhausting yourself in
criticizing them. On the other hand, if such study tends to create a
spirit of reaction and of disgust with the truth, you must abandon it
and set about finding something useful to do for which you feel that you
are fitted. Come, we are here to have an understanding and arrive at
some conclusion: no vain declamations, no poetic dithyrambs against
heaven and mankind! Poor creatures of a day that we are, we have no time
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