The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)Sand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
to waste in trying to ascertain our destiny before and after our brief
appearance on earth. We shall never solve that enigma. It is our bounden
duty to work incessantly here on earth and to go hence without a murmur.
We must account for our labors to the generation that precedes us and
shapes us, and to that which follows us and which we shape. That is why
family bonds are sacred and the rights of inheritance inalienable,
despite your fine communistic theories, which I have never been able to
understand, because they are not ripe and the human race must still wait
for centuries before accepting them. Tell me, what do you propose to
do?"
"I have absolutely no idea," replied Emile, overwhelmed by this
avalanche of narrow-minded, cold commonplaces, uttered with brutal and
arrogant fluency. "You solve with so much assurance questions which it
will probably require my whole life to solve, that I am unable to follow
you in this ardent race toward an unknown goal. I am too weak and my
intelligence is apparently too limited to find in my own energy the
motive or the reward of so many efforts. My tastes in no wise incline me
to make them. I love mental labor, and I should love bodily labor, if it
should become the servant of the other in procuring the gratification of
the heart; but to work in order to hoard, to hoard in order to retain
and increase one's hoard, until death puts an end to this unreasoning
thirst--that has neither sense nor any attraction to me. I possess no
faculty which you can employ for that object; I am not born a gambler
and the enthralling chances of the rise and fall of my fortune will
never cause me the slightest emotion. If my aspirations and my
enthusiasm are chimeras unworthy of a serious mind, if there is no
eternal truth, no divine reason for the existence of things, no ideal
which we can carry in our heart to sustain ourselves and guide our
footsteps through the evils and injustices of the present, then I no
longer exist, I no longer believe in anything; I consent to die for you,
father; but as to living and struggling like you and with you, I have
neither the heart nor the arm nor the head for that sort of work."
Monsieur Cardonnet quivered with rage, but he restrained himself. Not
without design had he thus awkwardly aroused his son's indignation and
spirit of resistance. He had determined to lead him on to speak out his
whole thought, and to test his enthusiasm, so to speak. When he realized
from the young man's bitter tone and desperate expression that it really
was as serious as he had feared, he determined to go around the obstacle
and to manœuvre in such a way as to recover his influence.
XIII
THE STRUGGLE
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