The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)Sand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
"Emile," rejoined the manufacturer with well-feigned calmness, "I see
that we have been talking for some moments without understanding each
other, and that if we continue on this tack you will pick a quarrel with
me and treat me as if you were a young saint and I an old heathen. With
whom are you in such a passion? I was quite right, at the outset, to try
to put you on your guard against enthusiasm. All this warmth of brain is
simply youthful effervescence, and when you are as old as I am and have
had a little experience and are accustomed to doing your duty, you won't
think it necessary to flap your wings in order to be honest, or to shout
your convictions so loud. Beware of emphasis, which is nothing more than
the language of self-satisfied vanity. Tell me, boy, do you happen to
believe that honor, morality, good faith in keeping engagements, humane
sentiments, pity for the unfortunate, devotion to country, respect for
the rights of others, domestic virtues and the love of one's neighbor
are very rare and substantially impossible virtues in these days and in
the world we live in?"
"Yes, father, I do firmly believe it."
"Well, I believe nothing of the kind. I am less misanthropic at fifty
than you are at one-and-twenty; I have a better opinion of my
fellow-men, apparently because I don't possess your lights and your
infallible glance!"
"In heaven's name! do not make fun of me, father; you break my heart."
"Very well, let us talk seriously. I will assume with you that those
virtues are the religion and the rule of life of a small number of
people. Will you at least do me the honor to assume that they are not
wholly foreign to your father's character?"
"Most of your acts, father, have convinced me that to do good was your
sole ambition. Why then do your words seem to attempt to show me that
you have a less noble aim?"
"That is precisely what I want to come at. You agree that my conduct is
irreproachable, and yet you are scandalized to hear me appeal to calm
common sense and to the counsel of sound logic! Tell me, what would you
think of your father if, every hour in the day, you should hear him
declaiming against those who do not follow his example? If, setting
himself up as a model, and all puffed out with self-love and
self-admiration, he should weary you at every turn with his own praises
and with anathemas hurled at the rest of mankind? You would hold your
peace and throw a veil over that annoying absurdity; but, do what you
would, the thought would come that your worthy father had one deplorable
weakness and that his vanity detracted from his merit."
"Doubtless, father, I prefer your reserve and your judicious modesty;
but when we are alone together, and on the rare and solemn occasions
when you deign to open your heart to me, should I not be overjoyed to
hear you extol noble ideas and kindle a holy enthusiasm in my heart,
instead of hearing you sneer at my aspirations and trample them
contemptuously in the dirt."
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