The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)Sand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
"Monsieur Cardonnet," said he, "if, when you told me that you felt a
sort of sympathy for me despite the ennui that I cause you, you did not
say it simply to be polite, or by way of jest, this is the reason: we
profess the same principles, we are both communists."
"Can it be true?" cried Emile, astounded by this declaration and
thinking that he must be dreaming. "I thought just now that you answered
me as you did simply to be courteous or by way of jest; but am I really
so fortunate as to find in you a justification of my desires and my
dreams?"
"What is there surprising in that?" rejoined the marquis calmly. "May
not the truth make itself known in solitude as well as in a crowd, and
have I not lived long enough to be able to distinguish good from evil,
the true from the false? You take me for a very matter-of-fact, very
cold man. It is possible that I am; at my age a man is too tired of
himself to care to examine himself; but, outside of our individuality,
there are general realities sufficiently worthy of interest to divert
our thoughts from our ennui.
"For a long time I retained the opinions and prejudices in which I was
reared; my natural indolence was content not to scrutinize them too
closely, and then I had internal anxieties which kept me from thinking
about them. But since old age has set me free from all pretension to
happiness and from every sort of regret or special interest in anything,
I have felt the need of obtaining an insight into the general life of my
fellow-men, and, consequently, into the meaning of the divine laws as
applied to mankind.
"Certain Saint-Simonian pamphlets fell into my hands by chance, I read
them to pass the time, having as yet no idea that they could go beyond
the bold theories of Jean-Jacques and Voltaire, with whom careful study
had reconciled me.
"I determined to know more of the principles of this new school, and I
passed from that to the study of Fourier. I admitted everything,
although I did not very clearly distinguish their contradictions, and it
still saddened me to see the ancient world crumble under the weight of
theories invincible in their system of criticism, confused and
incomplete in their principles of organization. It was not until five or
six years ago that I accepted with perfect disinterestedness and great
mental satisfaction the principle of a social revolution.
"The attempts at communism had seemed to me monstrous at first, on the
faith of those who combated them. I read the newspapers and publications
of all the schools, and I gradually lost myself in that labyrinth,
without being repelled by fatigue. Little by little the communist
hypothesis came forth from its clouds; able expositions shed light into
my mind. I felt that I must go back to the teaching of history and to
the tradition of the human race.
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