The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)Sand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
"He does not complain of it, monsieur le marquis, but he deplores the
loss of your friendship. That regret disturbs his sleep and sometimes
obscures the serenity of his amiable and resigned heart. He does not of
his own accord mention your name, but if anybody mentions it in his
presence, he speaks of you in the highest terms and his eyes fill with
tears. And then, too, there is some one very near to him who suffers
even more than himself in his sorrow, some one who respects you, who
fears you and who dares not implore you, but whose affection and
gratitude would be a blessing in your loneliness and a support in your
old age."
"What do you mean, Emile?" said the marquis, painfully affected. "Are
you speaking of yourself? Does your friendship for me depend upon that
condition? That would be very cruel on your part."
"There is no question of me in this matter," Emile replied. "My
attachment to you is too profound, and my sympathy too instinctive for
me to put any price on them. I am speaking of some one who knows you
only through me, but who had already divined your character and who does
full justice to your noble qualities; of a person a thousand times more
estimable than I, whom you would love with a father's affection if you
knew her; in a word, I am speaking of an angel, of Mademoiselle Gilberte
de Châteaubrun."
Emile had no sooner pronounced that name, upon which he relied as a
magic charm, than he saw his host's expression change in an alarming
manner. The knobs of his thin, sallow cheeks flushed purple; his eyes
started from their sockets; his arms and legs twitched convulsively. He
tried to speak and stammered unintelligible words. At last he succeeded
in saying this:
"Enough, monsieur, that is enough, too much. Never be so misguided as to
mention that _demoiselle's_ name to me!"
And, leaving the cliff in the park, where this conversation took place,
he entered the chalet and closed the door violently behind him.
XIX
THE PORTRAIT
Emile did not return to Boisguilbault for several days. His sorrow was
deep-seated. At first he was annoyed and angry at the marquis's
distressing and incomprehensible caprice. But soon, after reflecting
upon that strange episode, he conceived an immense pity for that
diseased mind, which, amid ideas so lucid and instincts so affectionate,
nourished a deplorable sort of mania, paroxysms of hatred or resentment
closely akin to mental alienation.
That was the only explanation that the young man could conceive of the
violent effect produced on his venerable friend by the adored name of
Gilberte. He was so dismayed by the discovery, that he no longer felt
the courage to pursue so hopeless an undertaking and determined to
inform Mademoiselle frankly of his failure.
He bent his steps toward the ruins one evening, depressed by his
discomfiture, and for the first time he was sad on his arrival. But love
is a magician who overturns all our anticipations by unexpected favors
or cruelties.
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