The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)Sand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
Gilberte was alone. To be sure, Janille was not far away; but as she
left the house to find one of her goats, and as Gilberte did not know in
what direction she had gone, so that they could not go to meet her, they
had a plausible excuse for indulging in a tête-à-tête. Gilberte also
seemed a little sad. She would have been sorely embarrassed to say why,
or how it happened that, after passing five minutes with Emile, she
entirely forgot that she had had any gloomy thoughts prior to his
arrival.
They had dined at Châteaubrun long before: according to a custom of
many years' standing, they ate at the same hours as the peasants, that
is to say, in the morning, at noon, and after the day's work--a
perfectly logical arrangement for those who do not turn night into day.
The sun was sinking when Emile arrived: it was the hour when all things
are lovely--grave and smiling at once. Emile fancied that he had never
before appreciated Gilberte's beauty, he was so impressed by it at that
moment; as if it were the first time, as if he had not been living for
six weeks in an ecstasy of contemplation.
No matter; he persuaded himself that he had hitherto noticed only the
half of her hair and only the hundredth part of the charms contained in
her smile, of her grace of movement, of the inestimable treasures of her
glance.
He had some important things to say to her, he remembered nothing. He
could think of nothing but looking at her and listening to her. All that
she said was so striking, so novel to him! How redolent she was of the
richness of nature, how she made him realize the perfection of its most
trivial details! If she showed him a flower, he discovered shades of
coloring therein whose delicacy or beauty he had never before
appreciated; if she spoke in terms of admiration of the sky, he
discovered that he had never seen the sky so lovely. The landscape at
which she gazed assumed a magical aspect and he could think of nothing
to say, except:
"Oh! yes, how lovely it is! Oh! you are right. Of course, of course,
what you see and what you say is so true!"
There is a delicious stupidity in the mind of a lover: everything means
_I love you_! and it would be a vain task to seek any other meaning to
their monotonous agreement on all subjects. Still, although she was even
less experienced than Emile, Gilberte, being a woman, understood a
little more clearly what she herself felt, whereas Emile loved, as we
breathe, without reflecting that a problem or a prodigy is connected
with every minute of our lives.
Gilberte questioned herself more and was more overcome with
astonishment. She speedily made an effort to change the form of their
conversation, in which, by dint of saying nothing at all, they said far
too much.
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