The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 2 (of 2) and Leone LeoniSand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 2 (of 2) and Leone Leoni
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
"Why, Juliette," he replied, "angels are children, and you are both. You
do not know that love is the function of the noblest faculties of the
mind, and that we must take care of those faculties as of the apple of
one's eye. You do not know, little girl, what your own heart is. Dear,
sensitive, confiding creature that you are, you believe that it is an
inexhaustible fountain of love; but the sun itself is not eternal. You
do not know that the heart becomes tired like the body, and that it must
be treated with the same care. Trust to me, Juliette; let me keep the
sacred fire alight in your heart. It is my interest to preserve your
love, to prevent you from squandering it too rapidly. All women are like
you; they are in such a hurry to love that they suddenly cease to love,
and do not know why."
"Bad boy," I said, "are these the things you said to me in the evenings
on the mountain? Did you urge me not to love you too much? did you think
that I was capable of becoming weary of loving you?"
"No, my angel," Leoni replied, kissing my hands, "nor do I think it now.
But listen to my experience: external things exert upon our most secret
feelings an influence against which the strongest contend in vain. In
our valley, surrounded by pure air, by natural perfumes and melodies, we
might well be and were certain to be all love, all poesy, all
enthusiasm: but remember that, even while we were there, I was sparing
of that enthusiasm, which is so easy to lose, so impossible to find
again when it is lost; remember our rainy days, when I was more or less
harsh with you in forcing you to keep your mind occupied, in order to
save you from reflection and the melancholy which is its inevitable
consequence. Be sure that too frequent examination of oneself and others
is the most dangerous of occupations. We must shake off the selfish
craving which impels us to be forever searching our hearts and the
hearts of those who love us, like a foolish husbandman who exhausts the
soil by dint of calling on it to produce beyond its capacity. We must
know how to be unemotional and frivolous at times; such periods of
distraction are dangerous only to weak and indolent hearts. An ardent
heart ought to seek them in order not to consume itself; it is always
rich enough. A word, a glance, is sufficient to send a thrill through it
in the midst of the eddying whirl which carries it away, and to bring it
back more ardent and more loving to the consciousness of its passion.
Here, you see, we must have excitement and variety; these great palaces
are beautiful, but they are melancholy. The sea moss clings to their
feet, and the limpid water in which they are reflected is often laden
with vapors which fall in tears. This magnificence is severe, and these
marks of nobility which please you are simply a long succession of
epitaphs and tombs which we must decorate with flowers. We must fill
with living beings this echoing mansion, where your footsteps would
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