The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 2 (of 2) and Leone LeoniSand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 2 (of 2) and Leone Leoni
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
frighten you if you were alone; we must throw money from the window to
this populace which has no other bed than the ice-covered parapets of
the bridges, so that the spectacle of its misery may not make us sad
amid our well-being. Allow yourself to be cheered by our laughter and
lulled to sleep by our songs; be good and do not worry; I will undertake
to arrange your life and make it pleasant to you, even if I am unable to
make it intoxicating. Be my wife and my mistress at Venice; you shall be
my angel and my nymph again among the glaciers of Switzerland."
XI
By such speeches he allayed my anxiety and led me, fascinated and
confiding, to the brink of the abyss. I thanked him lovingly for the
trouble he took to persuade me, when he could make me obey with a sign.
We embraced affectionately and returned to the salon where our friends
awaited us to part us.
However, as the days succeeded one another, Leoni did not take the same
trouble to reconcile me to them. He paid less attention to my growing
discontent, and when I mentioned it to him, he argued with me less
gently. One day indeed he was short with me and bitter; I saw that I
offended him; I determined to complain no more; but I began to suffer
really and to be genuinely unhappy. I waited with resignation until
Leoni snatched a few moments to come to me. To be sure he was so kind
and loving at those times that I deemed myself foolish and cowardly to
have suffered so. My courage and my confidence would revive for a few
days; but those days of encouragement became more and more infrequent.
Leoni, seeing that I was meek and submissive, still treated me with
consideration; but he no longer noticed my melancholy. Ennui devoured
me, Venice became hateful to me; its canals, its gondolas, its sky,
everything about it was distasteful. During the nights of card-playing I
wandered alone on the terrace at the top of the house; I shed bitter
tears; I recalled my home, my heedless youth, my kind, foolish mother,
my poor father, so loving and so good-natured, and even my aunt, with
her petty worries and her long sermons. It seemed to me that I was
really homesick, that I longed to fly, to go home and throw myself at my
parents' feet, to forget Leoni forever. But if a window opened below me,
if Leoni, weary of the game and the heat, came out on the balcony to
breathe the fresh air from the canal, I would lean over the rail to look
at him, and my heart would beat as during the first days of my passion,
when he crossed the threshold of my father's house; if the moon shone
upon him and enabled me to distinguish that noble figure beneath the
rich fancy costume that he always wore in his own palace, I would thrill
with pride and pleasure as on the evening that he led me into that
ball-room from which we went forth never to return; if his melodious
voice, murmuring a measure from some song, rebounded from the resonant
marbles of Venice and rose to my ears, I would feel the tears flowing
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