The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 2 (of 2) and Leone LeoniSand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 2 (of 2) and Leone Leoni
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
"Apparently, because I have misunderstood life," he replied in a bitter,
ironical tone. "Because, instead of appearing on a sumptuously appointed
stage, I appeared in an open-air theatre; because, instead of spending
my time declaiming specious moral apothegms on the stage of society and
playing heroic rôles, I amused myself by performing feats of strength
and risking my life on a tight-rope, in order to give full play to the
strength of my muscles. And even that comparison amounts to nothing: the
tight-rope dancer has his vanity as well as the tragedian or the
philanthropic orator. The gambler has none; he is neither admired nor
applauded nor envied. His triumphs are so short-lived and so hazardous
that it is hardly worth while to speak of them. On the other hand,
society condemns him, the common herd despises him, especially on the
days when he has lost. All his charlatanism consists in showing a bold
front, in falling manfully before a group of selfish creatures who do
not even look at him, they are so engrossed by their own mental
struggles! If in his swift hours of good luck he finds some enjoyment in
gratifying the commonplace vanities of luxury, it is a very brief
tribute that he pays to human weaknesses. Ere long he will go and
sacrifice remorselessly those childish joys of an instant to the
devouring activity of his mind, to that infernal fever which does not
permit him to live for one whole day as other men live. Vanity in him!
Why, he has not the time for it, he has something else to do! Has he not
his heart to torture, his brain to overturn, his blood to drink, his
flesh to torment, his gold to lose, his life to endanger, to
reconstruct, to pull down, to wrench, to tear in pieces, to risk
altogether, to reconquer, bit by bit, to put in his purse, to toss on
the table every moment? Ask the sailor if he can live on shore, the bird
if he can do without his wings, man's heart if it can do without
emotions. The gambler then is not criminal in himself; it is always his
social position that makes him so, his family, whom he ruins or
dishonors. But suppose him to be like me, alone in the world, without
attachments, without kindred near enough in degree to be taken into
account, free, thrown on his own resources, satiated or deceived in
love, as I have so often been, and you will pity his error, you will
regret for his sake that he was born with a sanguine and vain rather
than with a bilious and reserved temperament. How do you argue that the
gambler is in the same category as brigands and filibusters? Ask
governments why they derive a part of their revenues from such a
shameful source? They alone are guilty of offering those terrible
temptations to restlessness, those deplorable resources to despair. But
although love of gambling is not in itself so degrading as the majority
of other passions, it is the most dangerous of all, the keenest, the
most irresistible, and attended by the most wretched consequences. It is
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