The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 2 (of 2) and Leone LeoniSand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 2 (of 2) and Leone Leoni
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
slave? How will he come forth from that den? stripped naked or bent
beneath the weight of gold? What does it matter? He will return
to-morrow to remake his fortune, to lose it or to triple it. The one
thing impossible for him is repose; he is like the storm bird that
cannot live without raging winds and an angry sea. He is accused of
loving gold! he loves it so little that he throws it away by the
handful. That gift of hell is powerless to benefit him or satisfy his
craving. He is no sooner rich than he is in great haste to be ruined in
order to enjoy that nerve-racking, terrible emotion without which life
is tasteless to him. What is gold in his eyes? Less in itself than
grains of sand in yours. But gold is to him an emblem of the blessings
and the evils which he seeks and defies. Gold is his plaything, his
enemy, his God, his dream, his demon, his mistress, his poesy: it is the
ghost which haunts him, which he attacks, grasps, and then allows to
escape, that he may have the pleasure of renewing the struggle and of
engaging once more in a hand-to-hand conflict with destiny. It is
magnificent, I tell you! It is absurd, to be sure, and should be
condemned, because energy thus employed is of no advantage to society,
because the man who expends his strength for such an end robs his
fellow-men of all the good he might have done, them with less
selfishness; but when you condemn him, do not despise him, ye
narrow-minded creatures who are capable of neither good nor evil; do not
gaze with dismay at the colossus of will-power, struggling thus on a
tempestuous sea for the sole purpose of exerting his strength and
forcing the sea back. His selfishness leads him into the midst of
fatigues and dangers, as yours binds you down to patient, hard-working
occupations. How many men in the whole world can you think of who work
for their country without thinking of themselves? He voluntarily
isolates himself, sets himself apart; he stakes his present, his repose,
his honor. He dooms himself to suffering, to fatigue. Deplore his error
if you will, but do not compare yourself with him, in the pride of your
heart, in order to glorify yourself at his expense. Let his fatal
example serve simply to console you for your own harmless nullity."
"O heaven!" I replied, "upon what sophistries your heart feeds, or else
how weak my mind must be! What! the gambler is not despicable, you say?
O Leoni, why, having so much strength of mind, have you not employed it
in overcoming yourself in the interest of your fellow-men?"
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