The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 2 (of 2) and Leone LeoniSand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 2 (of 2) and Leone Leoni
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
"We have had enough of this," said Janille, vexed because she saw no
apparent end to their irresolution; "all this ought not to be discussed
before my child. What would be the result if she were a weak or
frivolous creature? Luckily she does not bite at your fairy tales, and
as she cares very little for your money she will have too keen a sense
of dignity to wait until you're at liberty to dispose of your heart. She
will dispose of hers as she thinks best, and while she continues to give
you her esteem and friendship, she will beg you not to compromise her by
your visits. Come, Gilberte, say a sensible, brave word to put an end to
all this foolish talk!"
Thus far Gilberte had said nothing. Deeply moved as she was, she gazed
pensively in turn at her father, Janille, and, most frequently of all,
at Emile, whose ardor and tone of conviction stirred her to the depths
of her soul. Suddenly she rose and knelt before her father and her
governess, whose hands she affectionately kissed.
"It is too late to call upon me for cold prudence, and to remind me of
the exigencies of self-interest," she said; "I love Emile, I love him as
dearly as he loves me, and before it had occurred to me that I could
ever belong to him, I had sworn in my heart never to belong to another.
Receive my confession, my father and mother before God! For two months I
have not been frank with you, and for two weeks I have been hiding from
you a secret that weighs upon my conscience, and that will be the last,
as it is the first in my whole life. I have given my heart to Emile, I
have promised to be his wife on the day that my parents and his consent.
Until then, I have promised to love him bravely and calmly; I promise it
now anew, and I call upon God and you to witness my promise. I have
promised, and I promise again, that if his father's will is inflexible,
we will love each other as brother and sister, although it will be
impossible for me ever to love another, and that I will never give way
to any impulse of madness and despair. Have confidence in me. See--I am
strong, and I am happier than ever, since I have placed Emile between
you two and with you two in my heart. Do not fear complaints or
melancholy or low spirits or sickness from me. Ten years hence I shall
be just as you see me to-day, finding all-powerful consolation in your
love, and in my own a courage proof against every trial."
"God's mercy!" cried Janille in desperation, "we are all accursed. We
only lacked this. This girl of mine actually loves him and has told him
so, and tells him so again before us! Oh! it was a wretched day for us
that this young man entered our house!"
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