He was well aware of the fact that Belle had been something more than
merely attracted by Kenyon. He had even hoped that she might be engaged
to be married to him, being very proud to believe that some day soon she
might become the wife of the man under whose spell he, like all the rest
of the family, had fallen. Now, however, in the light of Kenyon's
hideous treatment of Peter, he saw his one-time hero with eyes from
which all the glamour of his appearance had disappeared and he was
filled with an overwhelming desire to see Belle at once and make it
clear to her, bluntly and finally, that she must clear Kenyon out of her
mind as a house is rid of vermin. Belle was, as he well knew, a
high-spirited, amazingly imperious, independent girl, with strong
emotions. She was not one who would be turned lightly, or even driven,
out of a line of thought. She was, on the contrary, as difficult to
treat as an unbroken filly and could only be managed with the lightest
of hands. If she really and truly loved Kenyon and still believed in
him, he knew that he could not say anything that would prejudice him in
her estimation, even by telling her what he had done to Peter. She would
be able to produce reasons, however far-fetched, to make that incident
seem less ugly. There was, however, the chance--just the chance--that
she would be open to conviction. After much inward argument and
hesitation he decided to go up to Belle's room, and if she were not
asleep, to have a little talk with her and find out how the land lay,
and if he could see any possibility of adding to his punishment of
Kenyon to do so by putting him in his true colour before Belle.
It took him some time to come to this decision and screw up his courage
to face Belle. For nearly an hour he paced up and down the quiet
library, smoking cigarette after cigarette. Belle was likely to tell him
to go and hang himself if she considered that he was butting into her
private affairs. He knew this,--no one better. He had often done so
before. He decided, however, to run this risk and, in the hope that she
might still be up, went upstairs and stood for a moment listening
outside her door. He could hear no sound in her room, no movement, no
creak of a drawer being opened or shut. He knocked softly and
waited,--was just going to knock again when the door was opened.
With her beautiful black hair done for the night and a pink kimono over
her night-dress, Belle stood in the doorway with an expression of
surprised inquiry in her eyes. These two had not taken the trouble to be
very good friends for some years.
"Oh, it's you, Graham," she said, but made no move.
"It's awfully late, I know; but, if you're not too tired, may I come
in?" Graham hated himself for being self-conscious. It seemed absurd
with his own sister. He wished then that he had not been quite so
selfish and self-contained since he had considered himself to be a man,
and had gone out of his way to keep up his old boyish relations with
Belle.
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