He was a little surprised when she said, "Come in, dear," and made way
for him. He noticed quickly as soon as she stood under the light that
her eyes were red and swollen, and that there was a most unusual air
about her of gentleness and dejection. He noticed, too, with immense
relief, that a large photograph of Kenyon in hunting-kit which he had
seen standing on her dressing-table had been taken away. A good sign!
The room was very different from Ethel's. It had nothing of that rather
anæmic ultra-modern air so carefully cultivated by the younger girl. On
the contrary, everything in it was characteristic of Belle. It was full
of ripe colours and solid comfort. A mass of silver things jostled each
other untidily on the dressing-table. A collection of monthly fashion
papers with vivid decorative covers lay on a heap on a chair, and a
novel, open in the middle, had been flung, face down, on the sofa. There
was no attempt at carefully shaded lights. They were all turned on and
were reflected from the long glasses in a large mahogany wardrobe. The
carpet all round the dressing-table was bespattered with white powder.
"I was reading when I heard your knock," she said,--"at least I was
pretending to read. Sleep was miles away."
Graham sat down, hanging a pair of stockings over the arm of the chair.
"Why?" he asked.
"Oh, I don't know, I've been thinking,--for a change. It's such a new
thing for me that it knocked sleep out of my head. Not nice thoughts,
either."
She seemed glad to talk, Graham thought. "Anything the matter, Bee?" he
asked.
"I guess it's nearly a century since you called me Bee," she said with a
queer little laugh. "Would you say that anything was the matter if you
had just picked yourself out of the ruins of a house that had fallen
about your ears?"
Graham got up suddenly, sat on the sofa at Belle's side and put his arms
round her shoulder. "Don't dodge behind phrases, old girl," he said.
"Just tell me in plain English. Let me help you if I can."
But Belle shook him off,--not angry with him so much as with herself.
She detested weakness. This unexpected kindness on Graham's part made
her feel like crying again. In her heart she longed for some one to whom
she could pour out her soul, and Graham's affection almost caught her
before she could stop herself. Not to him, she told herself, nor to any
member of her family, was she going to confess the sort of thoughts that
had choked her brain ever since that hour alone with Kenyon. Not even to
Betty, to whom she told most things, was she going to lay bare the fact
that, in the cold light of day, she found herself deeply hurt and
deeply humiliated at Kenyon's treatment of her. In fact, she had herself
only that night begun to realize the state of her feelings and was still
suffering under the discovery.
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