It was not in Peter to do anything by halves. He worked and played like
a Trojan and put his back into everything that he took up. He knew by
this time, short as it was, that he was wholly and completely in love
with the little girl, the first sight of whom had made him catch his
breath. With a peculiar kind of grimness he had made up his mind that
she was for him if he could win her, and all the previous night he had
dreamed of her as his future wife, as the girl who would stand by his
side, helpmate and everlasting lover, and for whom he would work well
and live well and carry her with him rung by rung to the top of the
ladder. He told himself when he awoke that he was a presumptuous ass
even to dream that she would care for him. What was there in him for
such a girl to care about? All the same, he set his teeth and from that
moment laid all his future plans and his hopes and ambitions and all the
best of his nature, at her little feet--and knew perfectly well that if
Betty could not love him eventually he would walk alone through life.
Odd, romantic or foolish as it may seem, when youth falls in and out of
love so easily, this was true. Peter had, with a sort of unrealized
solemnity, kept his heart free and pure. He was no trifler--he had never
philandered. Like the boy who, perhaps unduly imaginative, believes that
he will find the place where the rainbow ends, Peter said to himself:
"One day I shall find my girl. I want to go to her heart-whole and
complete."
There was nothing of sentimentality about this. It was simply the
outcome of the effect of the mother-influence upon the boy which had
become a very concrete thing. Somehow, ever since he was old enough to
remember and to think, he had looked upon his mother as his sweetheart,
and when she bent over his cot at night and asked God to bless him and
left the touch of her soft lips upon his forehead she had impressed upon
him the unconscious ambition to make another such woman the centre of
his own home. The numerous tender services, the exquisite maternal
thoughtfulness of this little mother-woman, had been built up by him
into a protection and a lode-star. Betty came--a girl in whom he
recognized at once another mother--and she just touched his heart with
her finger and walked straight in, fitting into the place which had been
kept for her like a diamond into its setting.
Poor dear old Peter! No one would have thought, who looked at him
sitting there in his big awkwardness and incoherence, that he was a man
in love, although a psychologist or even an ordinarily observant girl
could very easily have told how Betty felt.
"Topping, isn't it?" he said.
"Simply wonderful," she replied.
"Tired?"
"Not a bit."
"Pretty good floor, eh?"
"Perfectly splendid."
"Gee! I shall miss this place."
"Why, of course you will."
"All the same, I shall be mighty keen to get at things,--and begin."
"Yes, of course you will."
"How do you know?"
"Oh, that's easy."
"Is it? How?"
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