Peter liked that. It meant that he could hit out and put facts into
naked words without feeling that he was ill-treating a weakling. "That's
what I'm going to tell you," he said. "But there's lots of time and I'm
not going to leave anything out. What makes you think the others respect
and love you? Do they ever tell you so? Do they ever tell you anything?
Do they ever go out of their way to come in here for a little talk? And
if they did come in would you get out of your shell far enough for them
to see that you're a human being? Would you meet them half-way in their
desire to get something besides your money from you? Have you ever once
in your life been sufficiently inspired with a sense of your
responsibility as to make you get up and leave your work and come among
us to play with our toys and get known? Have you ever once in all the
years that we've been growing up been courageous or wise enough to take
Graham or me for a walk and tell us _any one_ thing that we ought to
know? In what way have you ever neglected us? In the most vital way of
all. We could have done without your money and the education that you've
been so delighted to give us. We could have done without comfort and
servants and good food and easy times. They mean nothing in the sum
total of things that count. Most men never have them at the beginning.
They make them. What you've never given us is _yourself_. And we
_needed_ you. What you've never given us is common sense. You've been a
good father in every inessential way, but no father at all in all that
goes to make us men. You've lived in a fool's paradise. You've let us
find our own way. You've not given us one human talk--one simple
fact--one word of warning. You've utterly neglected us because you're a
coward and you've hoped and trusted that others might tell us what
you've been afraid to say. Afraid,--to your own flesh and blood,--think
of it!" The Doctor cried out again. He realized much of the truth of all
this. He had confessed himself to be painfully shy to his wife many
times and had spent God knew how many anxious hours wondering how he
could get to know his boys. But it was too much to stand and be whipped
by his son.
"There are thousands of fathers who hold my views and act as I have
acted," he said.
"And there are so many thousands of sons who have to pay for those views
that you and men like you spend your lives in trying to save them."
The Doctor drew in his breath. "Wh--what d'you mean?" he stammered.
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