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He saw Joan often that month of May. The misgivings that had haunted him
often had died to an infrequent whisper, and the fascination of the
girl’s soul held him as in an Elysian dream. The hills and woods beyond
Rilchester were solitary as Eden, and humanity rarely vexed them by
intruding on this Arcady. Gabriel in his visionary state had put all
mundane prudence from his ken. When near to Joan he felt that he had no
foe in the wide world, that he hated no man, envied none. All was peace
and a great calm as of beautiful purity and enduring love. For days he
existed like a prophet in a desert, filled with a species of spiritual
exaltation. It was an excellent mood enough, but one hardly suited to
the cynicism of Saltire society. Such sentiments as inspired Gabriel’s
brain spelled madness, or worse, to the discriminating glance of the
multitude. It is unwise to go star-gazing amid the gutters of an unclean
town.
With a simplicity that was even pathetic, these two children formulated
the creed that was to stand to them for the governance of the future.
Their favorite haunt that spring was the old Roman amphitheatre on the
hills, an emerald hollow clasped in the shadows of antique trees.
Hollies grew there, lustrous and luxuriant; pines and beeches and solemn
yews. On one green slope a wild cherry showered snow upon the grass.
Wood violets stare azure-eyed from banks that shone with gold. Where the
eastern gate had once stood a great pine towered like an Eastern
minaret, prayerful on the hills.
One morning Gabriel had received the letter he had long expected, a
letter from Ophelia warning him of her early return to The Friary. It
was a curt, cold document, much in contrast to the erotic vaporings he
had received of yore. The same morning he had spread the letter before
Joan in the Roman amphitheatre, and out of the largeness of her love she
had found power to strengthen him for the months to come. It is no light
task for a woman to advise a man against her own heart; yet it is a task
in which heroic women have ever excelled.
“You believe in yourself once more,” she said to him, as he sat at her
feet on the turf bank under the shadow of the trees.
“Perhaps,” he answered her; “you have reinspired me. I am prepared to
face fate with greater equanimity, be it hard and unlovely.”
“Yet the gleam from afar, the divine aim, these are everywhere.”
“Yes, even in a diseased home.”
Joan had sat a long while in thought with that strange solemnity upon
her face that made her womanliness so divine. Her eyes were like the
eyes of one who has looked long at a picture afar off. There were
pathetic lines about her mouth. She had spoken with Gabriel of his wife
and home, spoken like the great-hearted woman that she was, strong words
for others to the annihilation of self.
“When she comes back to you, dear—”
The man turned and looked at the face purposeful and pale in the deep
shadows.
“Yes.”
“You will be yourself to her.”
“I will try.”
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