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“She must love you,” said the girl, and was silent a moment as though
communing with the deep cry of her own heart; “you must live your lives
together for the best. As for me, I only want to help you to be happy.”
The man bent his head as though half shamed. His heart was less
sacrificial than the girl’s. He had little hope in life outside the
green circle of those dusky trees.
“I cannot stand between you, dear.”
“You will stand above us,” he said, hastily.
She sighed and was silent.
“Above us—ever. You have a great soul. God knows I shall need the
thought of you to help me to play my part.”
“I may see you—sometimes?”
They looked in each other’s eyes with an involuntary tenderness that was
pathetic in the extreme.
“Sometimes.”
“Oh yes; I could not bare to lose you always. You need not fear me,
dear; I shall not weaken you. That which is in our hearts is not of
earth but of heaven.”
“We have vowed our vow!”
“Nor shall we break it. You must be true to her, Gabriel, for she is
your wife. I was half tempted once, but now my love is greater than to
plot for self. We shall be together in spirit.”
“Always.”
She bent forward very slightly and looked into the man’s eyes with a
gracious self-consciousness that made her face more luminous under her
splendid hair.
“I want to help you to realize your ideals,” she said. “Can I do that?”
“Who else?”
“For the good of those unhappy ones whom women pity. You will hold the
red wine of joy to the lips of the feeble; you will point to the golden
cleft in the heavens. I have learned so much from you that I am no
longer a mere egotist. I am ambitious for you, dear. I believe you have
great work in the years to come.”
Gabriel did not look into her eyes. He was loath to confess, even to
himself, that his strength was as nothing without hers, that even she
thought too well of him. Yet for her sake and her pride in him he could
play the man to the strain of her ideals. Had not Beatrice made Dante
Dante? To have quailed and doubted would have shamed the great love that
this woman had set like a sun in the firmament of life.
“For the thought of you,” he said, “I will do my duty. God help me to be
worthy of your pride in this life. And after death—”
Her face grew radiant like the face of a saint to whom visions of
splendor are unveiled in the infinite.
“After life—immortality!”
It was not long that year before Gabriel saw the slimed track of the
beast, grass flattened by the belly of a creeping thing, toad’s eyes
glinting yellow in the dusk. The truth was gradual but none the less
sure. The suspicion deepened as the days went by; nor was he left long
in the shallow waters of doubt.
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