England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Gossip -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction
Zeus Gildersedge regarded her with a species of unwilling awe. He was
man enough to realize the strange charm of this rare being who called
him father. To him she was in large measure unintelligible, a denizen of
an atmosphere impenetrable to his meagre, goatish vision. Her very
unapproachableness, her serene temper, often created in him a rough and
petulant antagonism, a strong sense of inferiority that nudged his
starved and decrepit pride. She was of him, yet not his, an elusive and
scintillant soul, who suffered his interdictions and his barbarisms in
silence, retaining beyond his ken a species of intangible freedom that
defied his power.
“You’re late,” quoth the man in the chair, filling a long, clay pipe and
preparing to smoke.
“I had forgotten how the hours passed.”
Zeus Gildersedge stretched himself in his chair and yawned. He
habitually felt ill at ease in his daughter’s presence. She had a queer
knack of upsetting the equanimity of his avarice and jarring the mean
structure he called his soul. They had nothing in common. Even on the
tritest subjects they were out of sympathy.
“You seem to be away a good deal,” said the man, remembering the words
Rebecca had thrown up at him from the grass.
“Am I?”
“What do you do with yourself all day?”
“Wander in the woods, watch the birds, collect flowers, bathe in the
sea.”
“Bathe—do you!”
“Every day.”
“Beginning to find your father a dull dog, eh? We don’t do a vast amount
of entertaining. Rather a quiet place this,” and he laughed.
Joan dangled her hat by the strings and watched her father with a
supreme and unconscious gravity. She was ever attempting to understand
his mental condition; she had never yet succeeded.
“I often wonder why we have no friends,” she said.
Zeus Gildersedge enveloped himself in an atmosphere of smoke. He
distrusted in particular the developing instincts of this queen,
realizing that she had little cause to recompense his authority with any
great degree of gratitude. He had begotten and reared her, given her the
fundamental necessities of life, but little else. She never displayed
discontent in his presence, never reproached his niggard régime. Zeus
Gildersedge did not expect love from her, seeing that he was barren of
that sentiment himself.
“Friendship is an expensive commodity,” he observed, with a sullen yet
hypocritical earnestness. “We have to pay for affection in this world;
one can get plenty of sympathy by giving dinner-parties. Spend money and
people will welcome you. Poverty means isolation and contempt.”
The girl’s eyes were still fixed imperturbably upon his face. She seemed
to weigh his words upon the balance of a virgin intuition and to find
them inadequate.
“Are we so poor?” she asked.
Zeus Gildersedge grunted.
“Pretty much so.”
“You find it a miserable experience?”
“You think so, eh?”
“If loneliness and poverty go together, you must be very poor.”
“You’re growing too clever with that tongue of yours.”
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