England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Gossip -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction
They had been singing together that afternoon certain old ballads and
glees that would have kindled the Pepysian ardor. Judith’s long, lithe
fingers were magical on the keys. Her whole being begot music. Gabriel
had listened to her playing that afternoon with infinite sympathy of
soul. She seemed as spiritual to him, as he sat in the window-seat and
watched her, as some fair woman stolen from Rossetti’s brain.
They partook of tea together by the open window, where roses nodded
against a gossamer veil of gold. Gardens stretched below into the wastes
of the woods, a dim maze of yews and lilacs, laurels and stately firs.
It was like some Tuscan landscape spread in quaint loveliness upon one
of Angelico’s frescoes. Mystery brooded on the air. The warm hush of the
summer noon was unbroken save by the distant sound of reaping in the
meadows.
Judith and her brother were in a solemn humor. Music had inspired them
to still thought and tenderness of mood. Brother and sister, woman and
man, they were glad of each other’s sympathy, grateful for solitude and
unbroken union of soul. Judith had long been troubled in her heart for
her brother’s future. She knew too well the sensitive necessity that
watched over such a mind as his. All women are fearful of prophesying
pain for those they love. And Judith feared in measure for her brother.
“Gabriel,” she said, anon, with her stately and simple directness of
expression, “it is strange to me that you do not tire of this place and
the sameness of its ways. Small decorums and small circles seem so
foreign to your nature. It is a year since you were in Italy. You must
chafe at times in Saltire. I should have thought liberty essential to a
man of your temper.”
Her brother smiled at her with an amused melancholy that often found
expression on his face.
“You mean that I am too much here?” he said.
“Not for us, dear. But you are a man of talent, and—”
She hesitated a moment, gazing with an intensity of thought into the
blue distance.
“Well?”
“My words were running over fast.”
“My dear girl, say anything you like to me; you are too honest for me to
be offended.”
Judith drew her chair nearer to his, and, leaning her elbows on its
arms, looked into her brother’s face.
“It is not good for a man to live always at home,” she said.
“Is it my fault?”
“No. I know father desires to keep you here. He is proud of you, and
ambitious—God pardon me—in a mistaken way. But then, my dear Gabriel,
a father must recognize the individual personality of his son. He can
only wrong him till he treats him as a fellow-man and not as a child.
Both of you may suffer through your amiable apathy.”
“Go on.”
“I do not pain you?”
“No, dear.”
“You see, a man to be a man must work out his destiny alone. He must not
pander to mere blood relationships. And I am so proud of you that I
would not have your character weakened by too much kindly sloth. You
cannot develop here as you should. You think too much, see too little.
And then—”
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