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The last meeting had been oracular also in its effect upon the man. The
look, half timid and pained, in the girl’s eyes remained with him
vividly to the troubling of his spirit. The memory of it had been
stamped upon his brain as with iron at white heat. This was but the
fourth time that he had seen Joan Gildersedge, and each scene was a
brilliant fresco, azure and green and gold. The winter landscape and the
lonely eyes of the woman had touched all the slumbering idealism in his
mind. His soul was like a deserted palace entered by its lord again. The
jewelled casements glimmered in the sun; music and song moved mysterious
through its gorgeous chambers; colors burned upon the walls; the odor of
flowers breathed through its regenerate life.
Through manifold gradations Gabriel had come to a keen conception of a
higher morality. He had flung away the yard-measure of superstition, and
his possibilities were more magnificent and universal. From the rotting
roofs of sectarianism his conception of love had risen to the spiritual
azure of heaven. Animalism had ceased from his soul. It vexed him no
longer; the tiger and the dog in him were inert and caged. It is only
when man has purged himself of his baser instincts that he comprehends
the wonderful significance of life.
Through the wilderness of speculation and desire Gabriel had come by a
conviction that illumined his whole being. The inevitable laws of life
were as plain to him as though written upon tablets of stone. He had
erred and failed. Yet revelation had descended to him as he struggled
towards the light. So long as animalism existed in his being, so long as
fleshly things warred within his body, he was a bond-slave shackled from
the supreme region of the ideal. Joan Gildersedge had ever been a white
cloud to him, a golden vapor, beautifully pure. As the satyr squirming
in the mire of an unlovely marriage he had dared not approach unto her
soul. As the spirit man, the Christian, this high love was lawful and
good unto his being. He was justified by the spirit. Though he were the
bond-slave of an earthly houri nothing could prevent him aspiring to a
divine love. Such a marriage was but a serf’s collar with the medallion
of the beast thereon. A spiritual love could in no way make him false to
a compact that had nothing of the divine in its consummation. He was the
husband of one wife in the flesh. He could be the husband of one wife in
the spirit.
It was such a conclusion as this that sent him errant like a young Sir
Percival, the man of a new age, eager to live life under the benediction
of a new philosophy. That day the wind was warm and vigorous. Rain had
fallen early, but the sun had rent the clouds and flung torrents of gold
dust down upon the world. All the earth glittered, the sea, the woods,
the streams. The sky was like a garland of orange blooms about the brows
of the day.
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