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The sky was dappled with innumerable isles of snow. The meadows were
wondrous green under the blue heavens; the gnarled and naked trees
glistened in the sun. Joan, her hat laid upon the parapet, stood like a
damsel of old, her hair flashing gold in the eyes of romance. Gabriel
leaned against the battlements two paces away, watching the woods and
water and the face of the girl at his side.
“You are content?” he asked her.
She turned her eyes to his and smiled.
“Ask your own heart,” was her response.
Gabriel covered his eyes with his hand.
“How the past rises up to inspire me,” he said. “I could dream here day
by day like a mystic, and know no sin. If we could stride back five
centuries and take life like a crystal globe untarnished in our hands!
Armor should flash in yonder woods; trumpets cry upon these towers. Ever
should your face look out upon these meadows, like the face of evening
out of a cloudless sky. As for me, I should be young again, and a man.”
She looked at him out of her trustful eyes of gray, while her face
seemed full of a calm glory of honor. There was no shadow as yet over
her soul.
“Would you begin life anew?”
The man’s hands gripped the stone.
“Would to God it could be so!” he said. “I have sold my soul’s
birthright for red pottage, for unlovely ease, and cowardly sloth. Life
is a battle-field, not a garden; I have been awakened to the truth too
late.”
Joan pondered his words for a moment.
“Is it not possible to begin life anew?” she asked.
“No.”
“Why not?”
“We are so hedged by the ethics of the world that no escape is open.
Fashion, vanity, prejudice, and greed—these are our task-masters. Life
is like a path spiked on either side with thorns. We toil on in the dust
while beyond us gleam the gardens of the blessed, unapproachable and
lovely.”
“Who, then, are the blessed?”
“The blessed are those who have fought their fight like giants and have
conquered. There are they who have scorned the laws of expediency and
error. There are they who have lived true to their own souls. There are
they who have not fallen to the flesh. Liberty is the guerdon, joy, and
the light of truth.”
“And yet you are not among them.”
“I—indeed!”
There was a fine self-scorn in his voice that was almost dramatic.
“No,” he said; “I cannot flatter myself with any degree of heroism; it
is only great souls who die for an ideal. The noblest life that was ever
lived on earth had to end in a martyrdom that it might strike home to
the hearts of men. I have been nothing but a martyr to my own egotism.
Having once struck my colors to that black pirate Expediency on the high
seas of life, I suppose I must be content to feel my soul in shackles.”
Joan was pulling at the moss upon the stones with her long, white
fingers. Her eyes were on the distant woods; they were dark as with
thought, and wondrously pathetic.
“A new sun seemed to swim into the sky,” she said, “when I read of the
martyrdom on Calvary. That was a great life.”
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