England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Gossip -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction
“A life that changed history,” he answered her. “There have been many
theorists, but none save Christ who proved his philosophy perfect in his
own person.”
Joan was silent again for a while. The shadows of thought had deepened
in her eyes till they looked like two pools of gloom.
“I have been thinking of that parable,” she said.
“Which parable?” he asked her.
“That which tells of the pearl of great price—where the man sold all
that he had in order to possess it.”
“Yes.”
“There is profound truth to me in the words. Cannot a man take his
inspiration from such a parable—sell all, dare all, to gain that single
pearl. Is the present so pleasant to him that he is afraid to fling
himself giant-like against custom.”
Gabriel looked at her as a man might look at one who prophesies. There
was a sudden kindling of courage upon his face, but again a cloud soon
covered it.
“No,” he said, slowly, “such a thing cannot be.”
“Tell me why.”
“Because the world is too strong for us; because it is impious to risk a
woman’s honor; because the bonds of society are too rigid.”
“And who forged these bonds of society?”
“Man.”
“Then cannot man break them also?”
“It demands too great a sacrifice of others; it outrages too grossly the
hereditary instincts of the race.”
“Cannot a man free himself then from false ties?”
“Not always.”
“Because—”
“They are often of his own forging.”
“Yet he can break them.”
“And his word also?”
“Is it not better to break one’s word than to make life one long lie?”
“It would be a sin against society.”
“Perhaps you are right,” she said; “but I would rather be an outcast
than a hypocrite.”
Simple and reflective as her words were, they stung the man like the
thongs of a scourge.
“Joan!”
His voice startled her; she turned and looked in his face, read pain
there and a tumult of thought.
“What have I said?” she asked him.
“You despise me!”
“Gabriel!”
She understood him with a sudden flash of sympathy.
“Ah! forgive me.”
Her fingers touched his and closed upon them with a quick, appealing
pressure. Her face was turned to his with the rich innocence of truth.
“No,” he said, breathing fast; “do not touch me. Ah, God, do you not
understand?”
She withdrew her hand, and her face grew pale again, her eyes shadowy
even as with tears.
“Forgive me,” she said, slowly, as though speaking to her own soul. “I
had hurt your heart and—”
“It is nothing,” he said to her.
“It is everything—to me,” she answered, sadly.
“Before God—remember that I honor you.”
She looked up at him suddenly with a great light in her eyes.
“Gabriel, I will not hurt your heart again. You are a good man, and may
God bless you! I will remember our vow.”
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