What had she known of Death? It was a thing to claim old people,
sometimes to take even her young friends from their games among the
flowers, but never had it been an acquaintance to hers. It was as
wholly apart from her as the beings of another planet. But here she had
come to the home of Death,--cold and fearful obliteration dwelling in
every thicket. She found herself wondering about it, now, and dreading
it with a new dread that she had never dreamed of before. The only real
emotions she had ever known were her love for Harold Lounsbury and her
grief at his absence: in these autumn woods she might easily learn all
the others. She had never known true loneliness; here, except for her
fiance's uncle with whom she had never felt on common ground and two
paid employees--the latter, she told herself, did not count--she was
as much alone as if she had been cast upon an uninhabited sphere.
Already she knew something of the great malevolence that is the eternal
tone of the wilderness, the lurking peril that is the North.
This new view influenced her attitude toward Bill. At first she had
felt no interest in him whatever. Of a class that does not enter into a
basis of equality with personal employees, to her he had seemed in the
same category with a new house servant or chauffeur. He had been hired
to do her service; he was either a bad servant or a good one, and from
her he would receive kindness and patronage, but never real feeling or
friendship, never more than an impersonal interest. But now that she
knew something of the real nature of this expedition, affairs had taken
a new turn. She suddenly realized that her whole happiness, her
comfort, perhaps even life itself depended upon him. He was their
protector, their source of supplies, their refuge and their strength as
well.
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