The Social Significance of the Modern DramaGoldman, Emma
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The Social Significance of the Modern Drama
Goldman, Emma
Drama -- Social aspects; European drama -- History and criticism
_John._ And hence you conclude that we must part.
_Miss Mahr._ I did not mean to speak of ourselves. But it is as you
say ... we must part. Another idea ... had sometimes suggested
itself to me too ... momentarily. But I could not entertain it now.
I too have felt as if it were the presentiment of better things. And
since then the old aim seems to me too poor a one for us--too
common, to tell the truth. It is like coming down from the
mountain-top with its wide, free view, and feeling the narrowness,
the nearness of everything in the valley.
Those who feel the narrow, stifling atmosphere must either die or leave.
_Anna Mahr_ is not made for the valley. She must live on the heights.
But _John Vockerat_, harassed and whipped on by those who love him most,
is unmanned, broken and crushed. He clings to _Anna Mahr_ as one
condemned to death.
_John._ Help me, Miss Anna! There is no manliness, no pride left in
me. I am quite changed. At this moment I am not even the man I was
before you came to us. The one feeling left in me is disgust and
weariness of life. Everything has lost its worth to me, is soiled,
polluted, desecrated, dragged through the mire. When I think what
you, your presence, your words made me, I feel that if I cannot be
that again, then--then all the rest no longer means anything to me.
I draw a line through it all and--_close my account_.
_Miss Mahr._ It grieves me terribly, Dr. Vockerat, to see you like
this. I hardly know how I am to help you. But one thing you ought to
remember--that we foresaw this. We knew that we must be prepared for
this sooner or later.
_John._ Our prophetic feeling of a new, a free existence, a far-off
state of blessedness--that feeling we will keep. It shall never be
forgotten, though it may never be realized. It shall be my guiding
light; when this light is extinguished, my life will be extinguished
too.
_Miss Mahr._ John! one word more! This ring--was taken from the
finger of a dead woman, who had followed her--her husband to
Siberia--and faithfully shared his suffering to the end. Just the
opposite to our case.... It is the only ring I have ever worn. Its
story is a thing to think of when one feels weak. And when you look
at it--in hours of weakness--then--think of her--who, far
away--lonely like yourself--is fighting the same secret
fight--Good-bye!
But John lacks the strength for the fight. Life to him is too lonely,
too empty, too unbearably desolate. He has to die--a suicide.
* * * * *
What wonderful grasp of the deepest and most hidden tones of the human
soul! What significance in the bitter truth that those who struggle for
an ideal, those who attempt to cut themselves loose from the old, from
the thousand fetters that hold them down, are doomed to lonely lives!
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