That same evening, Mr. Silas Pence was seated in his shabby
sitting-room, making notes for his next Sunday sermon. He occupied
lodgings in a lonely cottage on the verge of the common, and did so
because his landlady was a member of the Little Bethel congregation, who
boarded and lodged him cheaply in order to have the glory of
entertaining the minister. The landlady was a heavy-footed, heavy-faced
woman, with two great hulking sons, and occupied the back part of the
premises. Silas inhabited the best sitting-room and the most comfortable
bedroom. There was no fence round the front of the cottage, although
there was a garden of vegetables at the back, so the sitting-room window
looked straight out on to the purple heather and golden gorse of the
waste land. An artist would have delighted in the view, but Silas had no
eye for anything beautiful in nature, and paid very little attention to
the changing glories of the year. The lodging was cheap, and the
situation healthy, so he was perfectly satisfied.
On this especial evening, the young preacher sat at the red-repp covered
table, reading his Bible and making his notes. It was after ten o'clock,
and his landlady was asleep, as were her two sons, both agricultural
labourers worn out with the heavy toils of the day. The sitting-room
window was wide open, and the blind was up, so that the cool night
breeze was wafted faintly into the somewhat stuffy room, which was
crowded with unnecessary furniture. Silas made a few notes, then threw
down his pencil and sighed, resting his weary head on his hand.
Pence was by no means a bad man, but he was weak and excitable. The
pursuit of Bella aroused the worst part of his nature, and made him
think, say, and do much which he condemned. The better part of him
objected to a great deal which he did, but the tide of his passion
hurried him away and could not be checked by the dykes of common-sense.
At times--and this was one of them--he bitterly blamed himself for
giving way to the desire for Hepzibah, as he called Bella Huxham, in his
own weak mind. But, sane in all other ways, he was insane on this one
point, and felt that he would jeopardise his chance of salvation to call
her wife. Nevertheless he was sane enough to know his insanity, and
would have given much to root out the fierce love which was destroying
his life.
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