But the insane passion which he cherished for a woman who would have
nothing to do with him led him deeper and deeper into the mire of sin,
and in spite of his prayers and cries for help, the Unseen would do
nothing to extricate him from the morass of difficulties into which he
had plunged himself. At times Silas even doubted if God existed, so
futile were his attempts to gain comfort and guidance. Much as he loved
Bella, he desired to win clear of the unwilling influence which she
exercised on his nature, and vainly prayed for light whereby to know the
necessary means to get rid of the tormenting demon. But no answer came,
and he relapsed into despair, wondering what his congregation would say
if any member knew the unmastered temptations of his inner life. The
struggle made him weak and ill and thin and nervous, and but that deep
in his heart he knew vaguely that God was watching over him, and would
aid at the proper time, he would have taken his own miserable life.
With his head buried in his hands, Silas thought thus, with many groans
and with many bitter tears, the shedding of which made his eyes burn.
Occupied with his misery, he did not see a dark, massive form glide
towards the open window, nor did he hear a sound, for Durgo stepped as
light-footed as a cat. The sill of the window was no great distance from
the ground, and the big negro flung his leg over the sill and into the
room. But in getting hastily through, he was so large and the window so
small, that he made a sliding noise as the window slipped still further
up. Silas started to his feet, but only to see Durgo completely in the
room, facing him with a grim smile.
"I have come to speak with you, sir," said the negro.
Silas turned white, being haunted by a fear known only to himself. But
he read in the eyes of this black burglar--or, rather, he guessed by
some wonderful intuition, that his fear and the cause of his fear were
known to this man. Durgo saw the look in the preacher's eyes, and read
his thoughts in his turn. The negro was not boasting when he hinted that
he possessed certain psychic power. "Yes," he said, keeping his burning
gaze directly on the miserable white man; "you stole papers from Captain
Huxham's room, and I----"
"I did not," interrupted Pence wildly, and making a clutch at his breast
coat-pocket. "How dare you--"
"The papers are in your pocket," interrupted Durgo, advancing, as he
noted the unconscious action and guessed its significance. "Give me
those papers."
"I have no papers. I will alarm the house----"
"Do so, and you shall be arrested."
"What do you mean?"
"You saw my master, Edwin Lister, enter the Manor-house, and thought
that he was his son. Cyril Lister told me as much. From what you said to
Miss Huxham about her not being the daughter of the sailor, I believe
that you followed my master into the house. What took place?"
"Nothing! nothing! I swear that I did not----"
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