On the whole he was loving and gracious to her. He handled her as if she
were a gay, fragile toy, to be wound up not too often, and each time it
has been played with enough, to be laid aside carefully for use on the
next occasion. This treatment suited her. At least she was spared dread
of those outbursts of wrath which set the walls a-tremble two or three
times a day, and frightened every living thing in the vicinity. Even
Miss von Schwertfeger was not sure how to take them. She silently set
her teeth, and bowed her head as before the inevitable.
Lilly could never fathom the relation existing between the colonel and
his housekeeper. Usually it seemed to her the many years of mutual
confidence had welded them together inseparably. Then came times when
they studiously avoided each other, the colonel in haughty preoccupation
with his own affairs, Miss von Schwertfeger squinting sarcastically and
suggesting by her manner a feeling of rancor, a menace.
Now and then it even occurred to Lilly that when the lady had been young
and fair, she had been the colonel's love. But Lilly dismissed this
idea. Miss von Schwertfeger was far too proud to endure the bitterness
of such companionship, and _he_ was too dominating to tolerate the
presence of such a creditor.
All that Lilly learned of her past was that she was the daughter of a
poor yet aristocratic army officer, and had been left an orphan with her
own living to earn after her confirmation. She had now been managing the
colonel's household for nearly twenty years. The fact that Miss von
Schwertfeger, homeless and without resources, like herself, had also
been thrown upon the colonel's tender mercies gradually aroused in Lilly
a sense of sympathy and kinship, although she could never cast off a
slight feeling that she must be on her guard against this woman.
She really owed Miss von Schwertfeger a debt of gratitude. Without her
ready advice, Lilly would have fallen innumerable times from the road
leading to the lofty heights where she would sit enthroned as aristocrat
and lady of a manor. Ridiculers would have taken base advantage of her
modesty; her sportive manner of equality would have invited
impertinence; she would have ended in losing every vestige of power.
Perhaps people would even have come to despise her.
As it was, everybody loved her. She found shining glances to greet her
in the kitchen, in the stables, among the villagers, and at the lodge;
while in the barn, where the Polish women dwelt behind smouldering
brushwood and drying wash, she was a veritable idol.
Whether a rumor had gotten about of her Slavic name, or her Catholicism,
could not be determined. However that might be, the fact remained that
these strange, despised people, who glided among the stiff and haughty
Germans with the humble look of a child in their eyes and the plaintive
melodies of their country on their lips, revered Lilly as their redeemer
and patron saint.
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