She liked to busy herself with the gentle, good-natured folk. She
visited the sick, and cared for the destitute. The girls seemed to her
like poor sisters, who needed watching over; and as for the boys, why,
they were a charge that God Himself had put into her keeping.
Miss von Schwertfeger looked askance at these kindly attentions. "The
people belonging to the place," she said, "are beginning to complain
that you prefer the immigrants to them. You would do well to take your
walks in another direction."
Lilly remonstrated. Henceforth Miss von Schwertfeger kept close watch,
and did not leave her side when the barn dwellings happened to be in
seductive proximity.
Miss von Schwertfeger even converted Lilly to Protestantism.
Not in her soul. Heaven forefend!
"Love your Holy Virgin and your St. Joseph as much as you want to," she
said, "but just remove that font and those little images from your
bedside. As for going to church, you may drive to Krammen to attend mass
on Sunday; of course you may; the colonel would not think of forbidding
you to. But take my advice, dearest, and sit next to us in our pew. Do
it for my sake, you won't regret it."
Lilly did not offer much resistance, and by way of reward received a
small altar to keep in her room. When locked, it looked like a dainty
jewel casket, but inside was the infant Jesus in the arms of the Madonna
and--oh joy!--there was St. Joseph on the left leaf of the folding door,
and St. Anne on the right leaf.
Lilly wept with delight.
Nevertheless she could not love the donor with all her heart and all her
soul. No matter how often they sat together chatting confidentially,
Lilly remained in solitude.
And in fear.
She did not dare even to eat her fill. As if to make up for Mrs.
Asmussen's long-forgotten mush, Lilly had developed a ravenous appetite;
but noticing Miss von Schwertfeger's apprehensive sidelooks at her
heaped plate, she usually rose from table only half satisfied. To stay
herself until the next meal she drew upon the treasures of the
storeroom.
Old Maggie the cook, in whom she possessed a sworn ally, kept watch to
warn Lilly of Miss von Schwertfeger's approach. Once, however, the
omnipotent housekeeper caught her there, and Lilly dished up the excuse
that she wanted to learn housekeeping; which declaration was received
with condescending merriment.
Had it not been for old Maggie, Lilly would never have learned a single
detail of the management of the large household, Miss von Schwertfeger
studiously keeping her from regular activity of any sort, whether out of
vainglory or consideration Lilly could not determine.
If Lilly wanted to help with a piece of work, it was done already, or
she mustn't spoil her hands, or she might injure herself.
Her passionate desire to learn horseback riding was also thwarted by
Miss von Schwertfeger, who was always discovering signs of approaching
motherhood, though they proved each time to be false.
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