"Laugh, ladies, laugh," he said with a voice which despite its weakness
shook his narrow chest. "Persons in your position may well laugh; for a
life full of activity and vigour lies ahead of you. I may rejoice, too,
for I am permitted to speak to you as soul to soul; which is a piece of
good fortune that rarely falls to the lot of a novice in the teaching
profession. You will find that out from your own experience soon
enough."
The class grew still as a mouse. From that moment on he had the girls in
his grip.
"But that's not the whole of my good fortune," he continued. "The theme
which the authorities of this institution have entrusted to my slender
ability--whether from magnanimity toward me, or lack of respect for the
subject, I cannot say--is the highest theme which human tradition knows.
Every personal expression in history, however defiant, revolutionary, or
alien the voice of the chosen one that uttered it, later exegesis used
as moral fodder with which to satiate the masses. The only personages
with whom this did not succeed were the men of the Renaissance. The nine
times wise branded Plato as a shield bearer of Christianity, Horace as a
pedant, Augustine as a church saint, Jesus as the Son of God. But no one
has ever undertaken to make of Michael Angelo, of Alexander Borgia, of
Machiavelli, anything but an ego, an ego which faces surrounding
conditions and the world either as creator or destroyer, relying on the
fulness of his own power."
The young souls sat up and listened. Never had anyone spoken to them in
such a tone. They felt he was talking his life away, but in the very
moment they realised this, they drew a chain of freemasonry about him
with which they shielded him.
He continued. With bold rapid strokes, which wrung new life from the
dead, he pictured to them the time and the men. The accumulation of many
years of repression now burst from him in passionate utterance.
His auditors suspected that here was more than a school lesson, more,
even, than the harvest of scholarship. They divined that they were
listening to a confession of faith; and they attached themselves to him
with all the rapturous abandon of a woman and pupil, most rapturous when
they did not understand.
Lilly being one of the younger girls sat nearest to the instructor. She
had a vague feeling, as of a flood of new, ineffably beautiful melodies
being poured over her. Since everything in her life and imagination had
hitherto centred about music, she had first to translate pictures and
thoughts into the world of sound, before her perceptions could grasp
them.
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