She realised that everything she said was lost on him; that he even
seized whatever opportunity offered to make merry at her expense.
"Please get up and let me by," she said. "Why should I cast what is best
in me before one who is unworthy?"
He made no movement to leave his seat.
"Look, comrade," he said, pointing to the dark, mirror-like surface of
the water. "A water spider is gliding about there all the time with its
legs up and its head down. If you were to ask it why, it would say it
doesn't know how to glide differently. That's its nature. What's to be
done?"
"A man can restrain himself," she cried, flaring up and casting
indignant glances at him. "A man can look up to heights, to an ideal. He
can listen to the advice of a friend who means well by him--that's what
he can do."
"And what does his friend advise?" he asked flatteringly, while swinging
himself nearer.
But this time she did not answer. She covered her face with her hands
and cried, cried so that her body shook with sobs.
"For God's sake, sit still," he exclaimed, stretching his arms about her
in a wide circle, for she was in danger of losing her balance on the
slim, swaying trunk of the mountain-ash. "Do sit still, Lilly, else
you'll fall into the water."
She shuddered. She heard nothing of what he said except that sweet,
secret, criminal "Lilly," for which she had been longing the whole
week.
Then he promised her everything she wanted of him. He wouldn't run after
any more servant girls, he wouldn't spend nights boozing with the
inspector and the bookkeeper, he wouldn't--oh, what wouldn't he do, if
only she stopped crying.
"Your word of honour?" she said, raising her wet, reddened eyes.
"My word of honour," he replied without an instant's hesitation.
She smiled at him, happy and grateful.
"You won't regret it," she said. "I'll be close at hand, I'll be your
friend, I will do whatever I can."
"And whatever the two High Mightinesses permit," he added.
This time the epithet "High Mightinesses" did not annoy her. She
shrugged her shoulders and said: "Oh, they--yes, of course."
Then they both laughed till they came near falling into the ditch after
all.
CHAPTER XX
Delightful times followed. A game of hide-and-seek with herself, a
long-drawn draught from an unfailing fount of expectancy, anticipation,
delicious aftertaste and joyous recollections. Each day brought new
pleasures and untold wealth.
Sometimes when Lilly threw open the shutters in the morning and the
fresh red September air flowed in over her she felt as if God had spread
a mantle of sunny gold over the heavens to wrap both of them in, so snug
and close that the whole world disappeared, leaving no one but
themselves behind, pressed against each other in laughter and drunk with
all that light.
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