She related a good deal more on this second evening concerning the
virtues of her two daughters, her husband's nobility of character, and
her own unworthiness.
After she had taken several more doses of the medicine prescribed by one
of the most eminent physicians of the city, she finally wept herself to
sleep.
The next morning she began the day's work by bursting into a rage
because Lilly had used the broom, which was to remain undisturbed behind
the door, for sweeping the library.
"This broom is here for only one purpose--to beat those two monsters
when they come to my door. And if you, wretched creature, take hold of
it once again, you will be the first to make its acquaintance."
Lilly now began to divine that the strange world was not so roseate as
her eagerness for experience had led her to picture it.
But worse was to come.
Mrs. Asmussen, who seemed to be greatly concerned for the salvation of
Lilly's soul and the purity of her virgin fancy, immediately forbade her
to read any of the books in the library.
"Experience with my daughters," she said, "taught me where such
misconduct leads. And I will see to it that you are spared a similar
fate."
So long as the work of ordering the books and the ledger continued, the
temptation to disobey this mandate did not arise very frequently. But
when fall came, when despite increase of custom, unoccupied hours grew
more frequent, and the lamp hanging over the counter shone invitingly,
when Mrs. Asmussen from day to day succumbed earlier to the effects of
the medicine prescribed by one of the most eminent physicians in the
city, and fell into an untroubled dream existence, curiosity and
loneliness drove Lilly irresistibly on to commit the sinful deed.
The final impulse was given by a girl of about her own age, who had come
one rainy October evening to exchange the first volume of a novel for
the second. But the second had been loaned already, and the girl
actually cried in disappointment. She couldn't bear waiting, she said.
She _had_ to know how the story ended. She would _die_ if she didn't.
Lilly good-humouredly advised her to go to one of the other circulating
libraries, which were said to be larger and more aristocratic. She even
returned the three marks deposit for use at the other place. Happy in
reawakened hopes the novel-reader left.
Lilly examined the torn and soiled volume on all sides and took a
cautious peep between the covers.
"_Soll und Haben_, by Gustav Freytag," was on the title page. She
recalled that even the girls of the first year high school had gone into
raptures over the book. But the seamstress's daughter had had no time
for reading novels.
Lilly glanced timidly at the first page, then slipped to the glass door
and listened for a while to Mrs. Asmussen's peaceful breathing--now,
with sails spread, she launched forth on the high seas of romance.
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