Lilly took heart, and concocted a story of a steady customer who had
asked about the neighbours the day before, and Lilly had not been able
to give any information.
Mrs. Asmussen, who cherished boundless respect for the customers'
wishes, forthwith became communicative.
They were two very good people, but of low station, with whom she, Mrs.
Asmussen, a woman of greater aristocracy both of mind and heart, could
not, of course, associate. The man, a sergeant out of service, was clerk
in some office, and the woman sewed neckwear for a living.
Lilly blushed. She recalled the brown and lilac tie, the sheen of which
had been dazzling her eyes since the day before.
An idea might be obtained of the vulgar existence those plebeians led,
Mrs. Asmussen continued, if one knew they considered potato soup with
sliced sausage in it a festal delicacy, whereas anyone with refined
tastes would shudder at the mere thought.
Lilly, who, like the good-for-nothing daughters, had long lost her joy
in the daily mush, could not quite sympathise with this statement. On
the contrary, she felt her mouth watering, and in order to change the
subject quickly she timidly inquired whether anyone else was living next
door.
"Not that I know of," replied Mrs. Asmussen. "But there's a son. He goes
to high school. I don't know why such people have their sons study."
"I know," thought Lilly. "Because he's one of the elect, because genius
shines in his eyes, because destiny has marked him to be a ruler on
earth."
That afternoon she kept the door open. But it had turned bitter cold,
and the idea of friendly reciprocation occurred to nobody next door.
After an hour spent in studying the oval door plate on which was
inscribed:
L. Redlich
Please ring hard,
she found herself under the necessity of closing the door, because her
legs were depending from her body like icicles and she had the
humiliating consciousness of being scorned.
Henceforth she kept on the watch for one o'clock, when the students
living in the house returned from school. Holding her forehead pressed
against the window-pane, she could recognise at an inconceivable
distance the blue and white rimmed caps worn by high school students.
When he came up the steps leading to the porch in front of the house,
she slipped behind the curtain, and in a joyous tremour caught the
shamed, sidelong glance he sent her. If he looked straight ahead she was
unhappy and afraid she had hurt his feelings.
Other blue and white rimmed caps besides his entered the house. They
belonged to friends who came to cram with him.
Lilly loved them all. She felt she was a secret member of the union of
these young souls who were going to storm the world, and when they
seated themselves in the room she took her invisible place in the
circle.
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