"I know the gentleman's views," he said. "So, in short, you have been
left absolutely alone in the world?"
Lilly assented.
"And it would not be disagreeable to you to have some mainstay--to know
someone to whom you could turn in moments of need?"
"Where is a person like that to come from?"
"Let me think it over at leisure," he said, wrinkling his forehead. "In
any case, you cannot remain in this hole. Do they treat you well here at
least?"
"Oh, tolerably," said Lilly, and added between laughter and tears,
"Only--the food is bad and sometimes I get--" she was going to say
"beaten," but was ashamed to, and substituted "punished," which was a
perversion of the truth.
The colonel burst into a laugh that sounded like the crack of a whip.
"Very commendable in you to take the matter humorously," he said, and
rose to go. "Well, I know what I wanted to know. My men may continue to
come to you--in uniform, in civilian's clothes, whichever way they want.
They will find no more irreproachable company among the young ladies of
this town. Should they ever forget their manners, just drop me a line.
But I am sure they won't. Good afternoon, Miss Czepanek."
Lilly watched him walk across the porch with the jerky, springy strut of
an old cavalry man. The wintry sun seemed to be shining for the sole
purpose of casting a dancing radiance about his figure.
When he reached the pavement he turned to her window and lifted his cap
slightly but respectfully. The eyes behind the lowering brows pierced
hers, searching, almost threatening. Then he passed out of sight.
Lilly's soul was assailed by a tumult of questions:
"What was it? What was expected of her? Why wasn't she let alone?"
She wanted to cry, wanted to pour out complaints and feel herself
pitied. But her trouble had a certain festal tinge, a certain
shadowyness and unreality. She bedizened herself with it as with a new
hope, and what he had said about some one to whom she could turn in
moments of need re-echoed in her soul like a soothing, easing melody.
Didn't it seem almost as if he himself wished to be the mainstay so
sorely lacking in her floundering young life?
Perhaps he would get Mr. Pieper, who did not concern himself about her
at any rate, to give up his guardianship over Lilly. Or, perhaps the
colonel might even adopt her, or something like that. There was no
knowing.
If only there had not been those dagger eyes, that amused laugh, and
that evil, evil look at the end, and above all her friend's warning: "If
ever he should find his way to you, then may the Lord have mercy on
you!"
However, for all that, what could possibly happen to her behind the
counter? Nobody had ever dared to raise the drop leaf and pass through.
And surely she was safe behind the bookcase L to N, where she could not
even be seen.
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