The colonel's visit seemed to have acted like a cold douche on his men,
despite--or, perhaps, on account of--the guarantee he had given for
their good behaviour. Not one of them came to visit her again.
"Is that a sign of the protection he is to favour me with?" Lilly
wondered.
Something was missing, she did not know what.
A week passed, and one day the younger sister, who held watch every
morning for possible billets-doux, threw an envelope at Lilly's feet,
saying:
"Something else again, with a coronet on it, you flirt, you!"
"Flirt" was one of the milder titles of honour that the sisters lavished
upon her.
Lilly opened the letter and read:
"My dear Miss Czepanek:--
Remembering the interview that took place between us recently,
I take the liberty of making a proposition to you. The position
of private secretary and reader with me is open. Would you be
inclined to accept it? Since I am an unmarried man, it would be
in better form for you not to live in my house, but I pledge
myself to provide for your maintenance in a suitable and
respectable family. Your guardian, whom I took the opportunity
to consult in the matter, has given his consent to the plan.
--Respectfully yours,
Freiherr von Mertzbach,
Colonel and Commander of the----Regiment of Ulans."
So here it was--her fate!
It was there, on the other side of the gleaming snowy street, beckoning
and calling to her:
"Come out of your hole. I will show you life. I will show you something
new."
But then she pictured herself sitting at the colonel's great desk
writing at his dictation. She saw his eyes drilling her, searching her
soul, and threatening, always threatening. The pen would fall from her
fingers, she would have to jump up and run away, but she would not be
able to; the eyes would hold her in a spell.
So Lilly sat down and wrote a very correct letter declining his
proposition. She fully appreciated, she said, the honour he did her, but
she felt she was not qualified to assume so difficult a position, and
she thought that even if she was not so well off she did better by
remaining in her modest situation, since she could fulfil the duties it
involved. "Very gratefully yours, Lilly Czepanek."
Done! Peace at last restored--as much peace as the bad sisters
permitted.
Christmas was drawing near. It cannot be stated with accuracy that the
preparations in the Asmussen household produced an atmosphere of mirth.
For weeks Mrs. Asmussen had been sighing over the bad times and the
nuisance of having to give everybody in the world a gift. The sisters
discussed as frequently and as loudly as possible the question whether
it was necessary for refined and aristocratic young ladies to share a
Christmas tree with low and vulgar hussies. There was no indication
whatsoever of those gladsome mysteries that at this time brighten the
saddest of human habitations.
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