Then she had asked him whether she might have ice cream to eat every
day, and he had laughed and said "yes." If she had not been a bit tipsy,
she would not have been so bold, certainly not. And she determined to
ask his forgiveness later.
There he sat opposite, piercing her with his eyes.
That was the only embarrassing thing. If she weren't such a
chicken-hearted ninny, she would ask him to look somewhere else for a
change.
But to-day she did not experience actual fear. Latterly the old dread
had gradually left her, as she came to realise how supernaturally dear
he was. Express a wish, and it was fulfilled.
There was something else, about which, of course, she couldn't speak to
anyone. Merely to think of it was a crime. He was bow-legged. Regular
cavalry legs. They were a little short, besides, for his powerful body,
giving his stiff stride a springy sort of uncertainty, as if he were
endeavouring all the time to toe the mark, especially since he had
donned civilian's clothes and kept his hands stuck in his coat pockets.
From time to time he leaned forward and asked:
"Are you comfortable, little girl?"
Oh, she was ever so comfortable. She could have reclined there the rest
of her life, her head leaning back on the red velvet cushion, the soft
kid gloves on her hands and the natty tips of new boots every now and
then peeping from under her travelling gown.
What a crowd there had been at the station!
No uniforms, of course, because he had not desired an official escort.
To compensate, the number of veiled ladies had been all the greater.
They pretended to have business to attend to on the platform, and tried
to be inconspicuous.
When Lilly walked to the train leaning on his arm, she caught two or
three muffled cries of admiration. And God knows, they did not issue
from friendly lips.
It all circulated about her heart like a warm, soothing stream.
At the last moment, as the train was moving off, two bouquets flew in
through the window.
She looked out. There were the two sisters, making deep courtesies, and
weeping like rain spouts.
So great was Lilly's fortune that even envy was disarmed, and all the
evil poison in these girls was transmuted into pained participation in
another's joy!
And there he sat, the creator of it all.
Overcome by a sense of well-being and gratitude, she knelt on the
carpeted floor of the compartment, folded her hands on his knees, and
looked up to him worshipfully.
He put his right arm about her, pulled her close to him, and let his
left hand stray down her body. Fear came upon her again. She slid from
under his grasp back to her seat. He nodded--with a smile that seemed to
say:
"My hour will come in due time."
It was there sooner than she had suspected.
"Put on your coat," he said suddenly, "we shall be getting out soon."
"Where?" she asked, frightened.
"At the station--you know--from which a branch line goes to Lischnitz."
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