"Why, are we going to your place?" Lilly was terrified, because he had
always spoken of going to Dresden.
"No," he said curtly. "We remain here."
In a few moments they found themselves on a dark platform among their
bags and trunks.
The icy mist formed rainbow-coloured suns about the few lanterns, and
white clouds of frozen breath enveloped each shadowy form as it stepped
into a circle of light.
The train glided off.
They stood there, and nobody concerned himself for them.
The colonel began to swear violently, a habit acquired probably at
drill, when the world did not wag as he wished it to wag.
His cries of wrath fell upon Lilly like great hailstones. Her whole body
quivered, as if she were at fault.
Some of the station guards, to whom this tone of command seemed familiar
from times of old, loaded themselves with the baggage, and presented a
lamentable spectacle in their deep contrition.
A hotel coach was waiting on the other side. Lilly thoroughly
intimidated squeezed into the farthest corner.
The miserable little oil lamp burning dimly in a dirty glass case, threw
confused shadows upon his sharply cut face, and seemed to endow it with
a new flickering life, as if the wrath that had long been stifled were
still seething within him.
"You are completely at the mercy of this bad old man, whom you don't
know, who doesn't concern you in the least, and never will concern you."
A chill ran through her. "Supposing you were to dash by him, tear open
the coach door, and run away into the night?"
She pictured what would take place. He would have the coach stopped,
would jump out, and give chase, calling and screaming. In case she
managed to keep well concealed, he would rouse the police, and the next
morning she would be discovered cowering in a corner, asleep, or frozen
perhaps.
At this point in her thoughts he groped for her hand as lovers are wont
to do. The phantom world vanished, and blossoming into smiles again she
returned his pressure.
Nevertheless, when they reached the hotel where they were received by
the proprietor and clerks with enthusiastic bowing and scraping, and
Lilly felt a stream of light, sound, and warmth pouring toward her, the
fleeting thought beset her again:
"If I were to say I had left something in the coach, and were to run
away and never come back?"
She was already walking up the steps on his arm.
They were ushered into a large, awe-inspiring room with a flowered
carpet and a bare, three-armed chandelier.
In one corner was a huge bed, with high carved top and tail boards,
smoothly covered with a white counterpane.
She looked about in vain for another bed.
"St. Joseph!" shot through her mind.
The colonel--when thinking of him, she always called him the colonel
still--behaved as if he were at home in the room. He grumbled a bit,
fussed with the lights, and threw his overcoat in a corner.
She remained leaning against the wall.
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